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I need a miracle.

I have tried and tried to fix things, but they have only gotten worse. I am well educated, work two jobs, and am usually a quite intelligent person. I had some financial trouble and unfortunately tried to fix them through payday loans. The payday loans have wrecked me financially and my husband is on the verge of leaving me. I work so hard and have NOTHING to show for it. My rent is in arrears, my husband hates me, my family cannot help anymore, nor do I want them to, my wardrobe is a disaster, I don’t even have time to take care of myself hygenically. I try to keep up appearances, but I am so depressed that I can barely function. I want to have children someday, but the way things are, I fear that that will never happen. I am suicidal and dread what is to come. I need mental help and financial help and cannot spend any money to get help. The vicious catch-22 cycle.

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candp offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 11 months, 1 week ago (14 minutes after post)

What is your addiction?

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11 months, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

Oddly, I do not have one. I used to have cocaine and alcohol problems, but have been clean for nearly six years.

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candp offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 11 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

What most fail to realize is that along with addictions is addictive type thinking or perspectives on life and when people rid themselves of the self destructive addiction they don’t address the thinking that allowed them to become addicts in the first place. Give this some thought and perhaps you will begin to see how you got to where you are right now. Once you can see it you then can empower yourself to make the necessary changes. Do you understand how you got yourself into this predicament?

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vickierhodesm offline Verified User (11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Missoula, MT, US | 11 months ago (1 week, 2 days after post)

Rebecca you must be close to me I live in Missoula. I just want to let you know if you need a friend I will be here for you. Suicide is not the way. I would be more than happy to talk with you. I know how hard things can be around here.
Vickie Rhodes

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