I just need to rant so please forgive the crap I’ve written. I’m just so angry right now. I lost a mate… well if you can call him that. He is nasty, evil, lying, and single minded. I have always been there for him and always had his back but I should have know he would never have mine the first time I asked for a favour and got turned down. You would have thought I would have learned from every other time too but no I held out hope. Foolish of me. I hate him so much right now. He is a total dickhead. I stupidly put all my confidence and trust in him and now I’ve been hurt. Well no more. To hell with him. If he thinks I’m gonna stick around for him to use he can think again. I turn up to his birthdays and really go out of my way to make him happy. He never even turned up to mine. I had his back when people slagged him off. He kept quiet and let them keep slagging me off. I wanted a life of my own. He hated me for not doing what he wanted to do and for not walking down the path he chose for me. The fight over that was long but I knew the friendship we had before was over from that moment. I have been letting it drag on and so has he. Well Now it’s over and I’m ending it. I’ve been hurt too many times before. I wont go there again for his amusement.
He can hate me till the end of time, I don’t really care. People come and go, that’s life. He came. Now he’s going. No real loss. I just like the way he waits until my birthday to tell me he doesn’t really give a dam. Well **** him. I have other friends who are willing to make as much effort as I do.
Just so angry with the whole thing. I hate him so. He is a total ***. A self cantered, me me me me, stuck up, sod who has no one to turn to now as I wont take his **** any more.
Sorry for the crap ranting. I just needed to vent… Big time!
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