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i have an eating disorder and i just binged and tried to purge.
i’ve not been eating for awhile, and today i got stressed out and just binged on a lot of crap. now i feel like **** and i tried to throw it up and i couldnt.
i’ve done it before, but for some reason this time i couldnt get it up.
it was the most awful feeling with my face in the toilet with my fingers jabbed down my throat and none of my horrible sins i just ate would come up for me.
my eyes are bloodshot and there are fluids dripping out of every opening in my face.
all i ended up getting out was a lot of mucus and a couple of blood spots.
now my chest hurts because there is a bunch of food in it that i nearly threw up (but i cant). it’s stuck in there.
and i’m all shaky too.
i know this is bad, and i need to get help. i’ve posted about it before on help.com.
but i’ve never not been able to purge and then have these after effects. like the blood spots (really tiny ones), and the shakyness and the pains in my chest.
what’s wrong with me right now
(other than the fact that i have an eating disorder and i need major help.)
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