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hey there …. so y dont u feel equal with others … what is the problem exactly?…

I used to suffer from similar thoughts. It sounds to me like you are suffering from an anxiety disorder. I went through that for years, and I told people that I KNEW I was not going to survive through high school.

This feeling of impending doom is something that your mind has manifested to rationalize some sort of stress that you are dealing with, but you have to take control of it, whether that is by going to a counselor or if you can find someone to talk to. You need to convince yourself that you are wrong. You are having irrational fears. I have survived through my fears and I am finally starting to accomplish all the things that I was meant to, and you will, too.

lulzapalooz wrote:

Graffitimsc8 wrote:
I am afraid that my life may end in a place that I don’t want to die in.

This might be one of the most amazingly concise and beautiful things I’ve ever heard. Don’t you see by merely writing that, you’ve contributed to the realm of human understanding enough to justify your existance? By virtue of that seed of thought coming from your mind I’m glad that you were born, as little as that should mean to you, it means a great deal to me.

I agree on that.
And my personal advice would be to stop looking for the proper way to live and just let things flow over you and be happy with every good thing that overcomes you. Because there are over 6.000.000.000 people on this world, and not a single one of them really means anything if you think about it. Most of them can’t even write breath-taking sentences like you can ;P But they’re still here, if there is some sort of plan it does include us all. I’m not saying that it would be a sin to do suicide or the like, but more that you have the right to live. And that it doesn’t really matter anyway, and that there is no real need to worry about what other people will think about you because they are also just people and they will also die eventually.
Ah maybe im going too deep and maybe i dont use the right words and all, but i hope you see what i mean and i hope it can be of any help to you.

Have you talked to god yet?? It sounds like the devil has a strong hold on you.. believe it or not he has a grip.. If you come closer to him I promise it will help you in many ways!! GOOD LUCK

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