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I am tired of this roller coaster that is my life.

always up and down. I don’t think I can take it any more. I feel like I have the worst luck ever. I have been homeless 3 times and just when I think things are getting better bam right back down I go. I cant take it anymore. If it wasn’t for my kids I don’t think I would me here today. I am in need of a home, My husband and I are staying at his parents right now trying to get things together but I cant be here much longer they are driving me nuts.my kids cant make a sound or they get yelled at. They are always trying to tell me what to do and how to do it. God I got to get out of here but how can you if you have no money to take you any where I hate my life and sometimes I do wish it was over.

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ĐaNi HaŦeS ŸoŪ offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 186 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (58 minutes after post)

well sounds you’re going to have to put up with that because it sounds its better than living on the streets….put up until you save enough money and get a place

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LesPaul87 offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
La Puente, CA, US | 2 years ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

get a small apartment and make some sacrifices but i agree id rather live their than on the streets…

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Countrybabyirl85 offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Macon, GA, US | 2 years ago (3 hours, 8 minutes after post)

life is like a roller coaster it has it’s ups and downs. please don’t do anything to end it. life can be tough but it is the hard times that make us stronger. start setting money aside to save up so that you can get your own place. there are all kinds of money saving tips you can use to save money when you do get your own place to make finiaces easier. for ex. shopping at stores that double coupons, you can find like new and sometimes new cloths as thrift stores like the goodwill, and more. you can search online to find little things like that that can help save money. also check with you local government for programs that could help with housing and other needs. this could help get you away from your in-laws. and of course the most important thing is prayer. if you currently don’t have a church family i would look at finding one. a church can offer so much support. i will pray for you and your family that you are able to get on your feet and get your own place.

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jonny g offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
GB | 2 years ago (7 hours, 8 minutes after post)

I have the same life style, although when i get down i try to avoid that situation again, if its a partner I can directly blame for the problem i will leave them, if its a job i will leave it, and if its a house i would move. Unfortunatly this has made me even more unstable. I would suggest prioritising these things and changing those that are the worst for you. When i think its easy to end it all i think of is those who are close to me and what they will miss if i go, and what I can offer them when im here for them.

I think you need to really think about your postion and try to do whatever to make your life and those close to you better. I know its hard, ive been working double shifts for months, but i feel better for this. I now can pay rent and have started a new way of life which is more stable and predictable.

If you are really considering taking your own life, please try to seek counciling, if not for yourself but for you children.

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