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This is for my daughter…

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Dear Little one,
I am with you everyday and I watch you grow and change.
When I was pregnant with you I almost lost you so many times. Then you arrived early in a home that held its peace and quiet for you.Its been 4 years and so much has changed,but not my love for you. You were left by your father because he just couldn’t be here with you anymore, he had so much pain and sadness and he took himself away. I think he is at peace now and watching over you. Somedays I struggle with so much and I have to keep it all in. I am your constant, but you are my hope.You child is what keeps me going when things look grim.I ask God for help and I just wonder if he/she is really listening to my prayers. You have experienced so much pain,and sadness,I am doing everything I can to spare from anymore. I do the best each and everyday to help you through to teach what it means to be a good person, I teach you everything I know…
I am sorry that you have had to see and feel so much loss at such a young age…I am sorry that Dad left you but I am here no matter what for as long as God graces me with life I am here for you. I just hope that I am a good Mom, I would do anything for you. I have lost countless nights of sleep,and when you wake with tears at night I am by your side. I give you my best each day,I love you in every way. I wish we had more money so that I could help you even more, give you things I didn’t have as a child. I wish we had a yard for you to run and play safely in, I wish that you had more room to play,and be with your pals…I just wish the best for you. I love you so much. I wish things were simplier and less complicated,I wish my health was better so that I could run and be the child that is still in me. I worry each day that this is not enough, my love and guidance I give you…
I put my own pain aside for you, my own sadness, and hide my tears. I try to tell you each day that I love you and that I am not leaving you. I wouldn’t because I asked God almost 5 years ago for a baby girl and he gave me you, the greatest miracle I have ever experienced. My heart is just sad today and I hope that someday you will understand all of this….I love you honey…Mom
I started this with out showing who I am but I guess it doesn’t matter…its me med442

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Anonymous #
7 months, 2 weeks ago (1 minute after post)

I didn’t know that during pregnancy you could ‘almost’ loose the child more than once…I didn’t know it was that common

very nice by the way…it sounds like you have payed attention to the most important things that there are!

Shie 227 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (45 minutes after post)

how very special… children are a very special gift to us… and to have that opportunity to be there for her… to love her and protect her… as a mommy… i wish you lots of love and hugs through out your parenting… especially when times seem the toughest…

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Liston, 02, AU | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 12 minutes after post)

this is a nice letter “for a change” its feeling and a little confession in all honesty i love that, i don’t know how old you are but there is a replacement for your man and your child just waiting you’ll see…may the force guide you and give you all the strength you need…..

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med442 3 #
Saint Paul, MN, US | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 20 minutes after post)

Thanks Lil bit shi and everyone else who even took a moment to read this. Just got some bad news today and I am down. I try so hard to be up for my kido, given the situation and all. I really like to help and encourage people on here because I often can relate to their sadness and pains or maybe even experienced something similar. I just needed to release some of my own doubts and sadness and to put it out there because I am feeling down today. I don’t like to whine or complain just sometimes I feel like I need someone adult to listen. THANKS EVERYONE for being here and sharing your stuff too..

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This is for my daughter….
Dear Little one,
I am with you everyday and I watch you grow and change.
When I was pregnant with you I almost lost you so many times. Then you arrived early in a home that held its peace and quiet for you.Its been 4 years and so much has changed,but not my love for you. You were left by your father because he just couldn’t be here with you anymore, he had so much pain and sadness and he took himself away. I think he is at peace now and watching over you. Somedays I struggle with so much and I have to keep it all in. I am your constant, but you are my hope.You child is what keeps me going when things look grim.I ask God for help and I just wonder if he/she is really listening to my prayers. You have experienced so much pain,and sadness,I am doing everything I can to spare from anymore. I do the best each and everyday to help you through to teach what it means to be a good person, I teach you everything I know…
I am sorry that you have had to see and feel so much loss at such a young age…I am sorry that Dad left you but I am here no matter what for as long as God graces me with life I am here for you. I just hope that I am a good Mom, I would anything for you. I have lost countless nights of sleep,and when you wake with tears at night I am by your side. I give you my best each day,I love you in every way. I wish we had more money so that I could help you even more, give you things I didn’t. I wish we had a yard for you to run and play safely in, I wish that you had more room to play,and be with your pals…I just wish the best for you. I love you so much. I wish things were simplier and less complicated,I wish my health was better so that I could run and be the child that is still in me. I worry each day that this is not enough, my love and guidance I give you…
I put my own pain aside for you, my own sadness, and hide my tears. I try to tell you each day that I love you and that I am not leaving you. I wouldn’t because I asked God almost 5 years ago and he gave me you, the greatest miracle I have ever experienced. My heart is just sad today and I hope that someday you will understand all of this….I love you honey…Mom

sunshine797 0 #
Mableton, GA, US | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (6 hours, 11 minutes after post)

You brought tears to my eyes… it was so open and so beautiful. I think your daughter is very lucky to have a mother like you. Thank you for sharing it with us!!!

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joelkath #
Sydney, 02, AU | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (17 hours, 42 minutes after post)

I became a mother on the 31st day of May 2007, and I totally understand what you mean about having this overflowing love for your daughter because thats exactly how I feel about my girl. There were no words to describe the joy I felt when I first saw those beautiful brown eyes looking up at me. She is the most amazing person I have ever and will ever come into contact with, and what blows my mind even more is that I created her! I read your story and it touched me. I am so sorry for the pain you have suffered and for the ones you have lost. I don’t know you and you don’t know me but what I do know is that you love your daughter and I know she loves you. Enjoy your time here on Earth because it is so short. I truly believe that when we die it is not forever and we will meet again with the ones we have lost. I am not a ‘bible basher’ although I do believe in God. I just believe that may well be what happens. The world needs more loving parents like you and me so take care and be strong:)

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dvlgrl 5 #
Inver Grove Heights, MN, US | 7 months, 2 weeks ago (21 hours, 33 minutes after post)

Yo, its me. Love it, love you sis!
Today is a tough day. I miss him too. You and your little one are the best things for each other.
We are here for you. We love you both so much.

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webjeff200 11 #
Chicago, IL, US | 7 months, 1 week ago (4 days, 13 hours after post)

Thank you for sharing your feeling with us.

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