So, ill start by saying my grammar is bad.
Anyway I’m not sure what do do with myself. For the most part I’m just another confused individual who is evermore concerned with getting out of the rut i seem to be stuck in. I do nothing all day, nothing being computer or t.v. my current outlook is too depressing, and i cant lie to make myself happy like Christians. The civilized part of society has got me down. Taxes, laws, land regulations, politics, economy, jobs, etc. It’s all wrong, I’m forced to live in a manner i had no way of choosing. Its fairly the same or worse in other country’s. No matter where i would go i wouldn’t be happy. for instance i would like to go in my back yard and dig a 10 foot hole if i felt like it, or perhaps erect a 20 foot tower. but i have to get permission first. i cant mine on my property without permission, which they can deny me easily. pretty much I’m completely in someone else’s hands and i don’t like it. the hands of the government, i don’t bother to complain to the government because they don’t care about me. so why should i give a **** about what it wants. lots of the laws are here to protect us, i understand that. but its still **** depressing. the worlds population i think is a big factor in all the bad things happening all over the world. its because we don’t let people die anymore!!! Arg why don’t people understand that some people must die. we’re over populated. no? am i wrong? Damned infernal technology changed everything. I cant stand the reality of the world i live in. so i spend my days in an intoxicated haze. so while i contemplate the purpose to continue living ill smoke this finely selected cannabis. Again the question is what should i do.
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