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i want to go to sleep and never wake up.
i feel as though im lost and wandering in a nightmare that i cant awake from. everything ive ever dreamed about is gone. i look at family and loved ones and think you will never know how i suffer and i then listen to there problems and try to help them. i cant talk to anyone because they have there own problems and they cant change the way i feel. you think things are forever but its just a fools dream.
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I feel similar way too.
i just cant stop the pain i feel inside i dont want to feel it anymore. and i dont want people to pity me i just want to be happy, i dont want someone to give me the moon or stars all i want is to be loved unconditionally.
Many people feel or have felt this way.
I know I have.
And now it’s over.
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i too, also feel the same way, falling asleep and never waking up would be fine with me. you have a few options here, keep wallowing, pretend your not upset by goin on anti depressants. but hte best way to deal with it is to TALK TO PEOPLE, although people have problems, you are having problems too, sometimes, having someone you love come to you for help, will actually help you. so talk to your loved ones.
Find what is the problems in your life, ( for me everything) and find a way to fight it. make life changes. by dragging yourself through the same stupid schedule every day is only going to make you more depressed, try new things, search for some kind of meaning.
i gave my life to someone and gave him 2 beautiful children but what about me why cant i just be truley loved, is that all my existance is now is to be only a mother and be on robot mode for the rest of my life with no emotions. i love my babies truely but i cant escape the blackness that im in
well i’m there with you. i know that i have love and people and family and everything around me. but i’m so tired.
At least you might find some relief in getting that off your chest, feel free to tell here about how you feel.
but i learned that even though i sometimes feel that i have nothing to do with my life and no one to live for…that person i walked by that smiles at me and asks me who i am, i matter, then may not know my name-but they took their time to say hello to me and that means a lot.
we are here for each other, so what if we can’t really give you a hug because your sad and lonely, reach your arms around yourself and squeeze! keep squeezing, it’ll get better, and believe me, after my sob story of a life…you need all the real and fakr hugs you can get when your sad
i would never allow a loved one to feel so empty, i think about dropping the kids off at there grandma’s and driving to the cliffs and just falling off them into the sea. its not fair that they have to live everyday and see their mother upset, and every day they ask is mummy feeling ill again.
im trying to sum up, you are married, and have children. you feel unloved, but love him back. you feel unnapreciated , unwanted, like if you just were replaced by a robot that did everything you did but never shoed emotion that no one would care?
talk to someone, you will find that people love you very much, but just dont show it. if your relationship with your husband is loveless, than talk to him, TELL HIM YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR UNLOVED
i have told him again and again, we are seperating and now he is joining the army, me and the babies cant go with him as we arnt married. he is all i have ever known
Why he doesn’t marry you?
because he doesnt want it anymore he wants to control his life from every aspect and believe’s that he will decide when and if he gets married. everything he has ever said was a lie
honey, why do you let him have that power over you? i know it’s hard, but he gave you two beautiful children (who would be completly lost without you!!) don’t let him have that power, if he is going to leave the kids and you to go into the army, let him know that the army wants men, not boys who run from what scares them. getting married does not give any control to either person, it is just a legal piece of paper and a good excuse for a party! he’s got a responsibility, but so do you. remember that those children love you more than anything in the world and would’nt know what to do without you! that is why youre still here! because of those children. and you are such a lucky mommy! I had a miscarriage 2 months ago. just believe me when i tell you: you are worth it!
thanks for listening it helps to know people care and im not alone
you are very welcome, if you ever need anything, please let me know!
I am not I can give you reason why not.
i have a girlfriend, a nice family. i got everything i could ever want but i still feel like dying and i dont know why. everyday i go to bed hoping that i dont wake up the next morning
Its my birthday and I’m rlly sad… I always wish to never wake up.. I’m juist tired of life I feel like trash and I don’t love myself.. I hity myself whenevr I get mad I wanna stop feeling this way.. I aalways help ppl I’m always there for ppl and I’m rlly nice I’d do anything to help anyone…but myself. I sing to make my day better.. It helps. And I run at night cus its beautiful to look at the stars. But yet I still wish I could just disappear.
oh my god. why the **** am i here on this stupid ******* planet. i just want to go away. i dont want to stress. i dont want to hurt. why the hell am i even doing this? why cant i just die???
I’m sorry to read others feel this way too but at the same time its nice to know I’m not the only one. I am unlike you all in that i am really a ****** person. I know I am, its not just the depression talking. I am charismatic though and people are drawn to me. Or they used to be. Now my pathological lying, my smartass persona, and my constant depression has driven everyone away. I hate all my friends almost as much as I hate myself. I don’t like doing any activities and I’m enabled by the fact I’ve made enough money already in my 24 years that I don’t have to work or even leave the house. I live with my girlfriend of 4 years but we recently broke up because she can’t stand being around me anymore. I have people that halfassed care about me but I just want them to go away because they don’t understand what my life is like and what I go through. Money helps but it doesn’t make you happy it just takes away your ****** job that makes you even more unhappy (and trust me I had plenty of bad jobs before getting financially secure from gambling). I used to turn to the bottle when things got too hard but even that isn’t helping anymore. I’m a zombie. I feel nothing. I just go through the motions. I want to die but I figure I may as well hold on as long as I can and do good for other people in the meantime. Kinda like a leave the place better than you found it type of idea. I’m not sure there is enough time to make up for all of the bad I’ve done though.
I feel the same way. Like my life is a dead end. I just want to go to sleep, in my comfiest pajamas, close my eyes, dream the best dream in my entire life…and poof. I never wake up. My housekeeper finds me on my bed with a smile on my face.
No one knows how you suffer. Because they are not you. No matter if they are trained therapists or whoever…you are the only one who suffers. And when a person suffers, it’s very very lonely.
It separates you from your loved ones. You feel different and a black sheep. I have an older sister and she is my parents favorite. I have to deal with that. About my failures with college, everything. I don’t have the answers. I don’t know what I want to do. But everyone around me is pressuring me. Demanding those answers. What are you going to do with your life? And I don’t know, because I don’t care anymore.
I just don’t care.
When I say this, they just don’t understand and say, “Well that’s not an option.”
I want to sleep. I want to sleep and never wake up. That would be a dream come true for me. I would miss my sister and family and life in general. But at least the pain would end. Since I was 12 I was diagnosed with a disease that no one can cure. I am 18. And all my friends moved away to college. I am living with my alcoholic abusive dad. My mother has her own life, she never has time to see me. She says her home is too small for me. My sister has her apartment far away, and I…am rotting in this big house.
I am dying inside, if not already dead. I want to collapse on the ground and give up. I hate living just to breath.
I to wish to go to sleep and never wake up, yes people are here to talk but for me nothing can help. I have no family to speak off i have lost all that i love, my best friend was killed and every day i wish i can be with her again, i have changed my life done new things made new friends but the pain grows more and more each day, its now at a point where i want to go to sleep and never wake up and i just want someones help to achieve my goal, then i can be at peace with myself and be with my friend again and be happy….
i Want to sleep & never wake up, Im dating this boy for 5 years , things were fine until he decides to lie about his mxit teling me he got no gals on his mxit when their is soo many, Im soo hurt i know he loves me but this flirting ways is geting to me , he got soo angry that i accused him & he beat me up soo badly , Now my parents does not want him back in my life , i know his abusive and is i shouldnt go back to him, my mind teling me leave him his not worth it but heart loves him soo much, if i go back to him my family wants nothing to do with me , please help me , all this is too painfull for me i cant handle it , i jus want to sleep all the time.
be strong everyone
Hi everyone , about 3 months ago i posted a reply on this site about how depressed i became and i just wanted to sleep and never wake up because of the probs i have been having with my ex… now 3 months laster im doing very well , its like a new me im much more happier and it was the best move i have ever made … the point im tryna make is that no problems last for ever , so guys please be strong , time heals all wounds . take care you guys.
Life’s a *****, sum of us were meant to be here n some of us dont!!! I dont know y I’m still here, life has showed me is hurt n pain, when is it enough, the one person that made me matter n feel good about myself has left me behind for our father god has tooken her it was her calling home n now I wait to be call on to join her in heaven, it would be nice to spend the rest of my intrunal life next to u n gpa, can’t wait to be in your arms again
I can see I am alone, all I can say is don’t end up like me worthless n having no meaning!!! I think its time to say bye!!!!!……..
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