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The world is a bad place, innocent people are killed every minute for no apparent reason, the political system of this country is ****** up,, life can suck.. period.
Now, i would do exactly as your post says, find help. get your self in better shape with some medication, and then MAKE SOME LIFE CHANGES. becoming numb or unfeeling is just an illusion. i know im making it sound too easy, but do something drastic, move away, do something, anything. end relationships with peers that are frustrating, flip the bird to those assholes in school or something, FIGHTING BACK IS BETTER THAN DOING NOTHING
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Where are you located? We need to know to find someone close to you. First you should call the number listed above. They can help you and I’m sure find someone for you.
Yeah are you from the US? or UK?
IF you feel comfortable doing so, can you let us know what region you are from so we can get you a number.
Ok. let me invite some people who may know some numbers. Hold tight!
In the mean time, do you want to talk to us for a while? Maybe you could talk about why you feel suicidal?
im not suicidal right now, but i have been since ive been small, i feel a great depression is coming and i need help before it gets here
Would you like to talk about what is bringing on the depression this time? You have found a great place to get support. A lot of the people here have been though this.
i just need something to make me numb, help me sleep, stop the voices
1-800-479-3339 is the San Diego crisis line. please call! and talk to babacup. take care.
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For the sleeping and Voices you can go to your doctor aswell.
Good luck. My thoughts are with you.
I’m still here if you feel like talking.
Those drugs are good, once you get a proper diagnosis by a really good psychiatrist who can figure out what you need and work with you to get the dosage right. They will NOT, however, make you numb or unfeeling–and I have to guess that’s not what you really want.
Good luck.
look, i went threw a great depression last year and almost ended my life, i just want to see a psycologist. im 25 living alone, im not rich, i just want to get threw
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look, i went threw a great depression last year and almost ended my life, i just want to see a psycologist. im 25 living alone, im not rich, i just want to get threw
Ok, let me post some useful info about something. I tried to kill myself last May. Spent a few days in hospital. And have permenantly damaged myself. I went through a lot of things, check my profile. Ive been depressed for YEARS.
You are not alone.
i understand and i know im not alone, i dont know why im this way, its not that im not loved or anything, but the love of my friends and family just wont do, i want to be sedated because the happier i am, the harder i fall, its like i enjoy life too much, everyone says that they envy me because i enjoy life so much, im flying high, but the higher i feel, i know ill fall harder, its the cycle of my life, a suicide atempt every couple of years, i just want to be numb, and even though i wont enjoy as much, i wont suffer, i can live with that.
Hey! I have the same problem. It sounds like gravity, huh? With every action(being really happy), there is an equal and opposite reaction(being really not happy). My dad said to stop this, you need to stay in the middle(calm, not overboard)
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hey rogacor, sorry i didn’t quite understand the part about asking for the number of a shrink. what i gave you was the crisis line, and i hope you keep it handy for the emergency lows. but if you want to see a psychologist regularly, for example, i have a better link, here it is: http://www.nationalregister.com/osd/s… search for san diego california and you get a good listing. take care, glad you’re talking to those who know.
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why is this so hard, i just want a therapist
i just want to be normal, i want to be stable, no more ups or downs,
I’m back. If you noticed I was gone. My computer messed up and I had to reset everything.
look, im broke, i dont have insurance, i barley make rent, i just want some pills to be staple and keep on working. i had a panic atack yesterday and passed out in my livingroom, i almost had one today but i was driving, i just want to see someone, and it seems impossible almost to see some one without it being atleast 50 bucks
as you can tell, im not from the states originally and have always had parents who would tell me to “suck it up” and i have my whole life, but im life a bomb, i can take so much abuse but some days i fall and hard.
Go to your doctor. They can put you in the direction of someone who is cheaper.
If not. why dont you talk to us online?
It is expensive without insurance. But you health is more important.
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Are you in Arizona right now? Just wondering because it shows Arizona. I know when I was in Arizona they had a free traveling medical group at a community center I went to.
it shows arizona but im in san diego
Well go to one then. Find one.
You have told us you want help. Your not going to get it if you just sit there do nothing.
Go find a doctor!
im sorry, im at work. im just lost and dont really know what to do. i have no insurance, i dont know anyone in san diego, i dont know doctors, i just need help
What kind of work do you do? Do they have any human resource department? Some times they have a list of places to get community assistance.
Go to an emergency room and tell them you feel suicidal. If I understand the law correctly, a hospital has the RESPONSIBILITY to treat you OR to transport you to another facility where you can get treatment. They cannot refuse you treatment because of your insurance status. Good luck.
graphic design. but the person in hr left 2 weeks ago and has not been replaced, i dont know who to talk to
I dont know what advice I can give that has not already been said. I am from the UK so cant help with any phone numbers.
Have you tried the number at the top of this page?
IT is profesional help that you need and that phone number if you use it will direct you to the help you deserve and need.
Do me a favour and use it straight away. When you have found the help you need from that then please come back and let us know that you are OK.
Will you please do this now?
Yes call and let us know what they tell you.
I am off to go do laundry. I hate doing laundry. I will be back on tonight.
i found a doctor in my area, unfourtunatly he doesnt pick up, but ill keep trying
i want to thank all of you.
you have done alot for me today
Thanks for telling us, it worries us sometimes that we cant help. Just hang in there and keep trying the best that you can. There is a lot of information on this page that can help.
Please keep coming back to us when you feel up to it.
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im not suicidal right now, but i have been since ive been small, i feel a great depression is coming and i need help before it gets here
have you been to the dr’s for a diagnosis? i mean.. im sure you know what you are dealing with.. but in order to get medication… you would have to see your dr. i personally went to my health dr.. not a theropist… but i have to say… the medication that i take does not make you feel numb.. it doesnt take your issues away… however they do help you cope a lot better with them…
i dont have a doctor and have never gone to one.
maybe its time to see one hun… you will not be classified for having depression.. it happens to all of us…
but beware… if you do start a medication for depression.. it does take anywhere from 2 to 4 weeks for it to really show its true effects on your moods..
Don’t give up on calling. And once you do get through they may want to give you an appointment like 6wks from now. Make sure you tell them you are in a major depression and fighting suicidal thoughts. If They can not get you in any sooner, can they recommend somewhere else. It is easy to put this off and it can feel like a monumental task. But the sooner you get this done, the sooner you can get yourself back.
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