Love help: Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today.

~Shie~

Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today.

I hate days like these. But anyways, I was searching music out on youtube and came across a song that means so much to me. If you really listen to the lyrics, you will know what a domestic violence victim goes through. Although I am out of that situation and have been for a bit over 4 years, these lyrics still tell what I go through on a daily basis. I have a very hard time trusting anyone, including myself. The fear that I lived with all those years are still fears that I suffer with today. (Even though my boyfriend Roger is a big Teddy Bear and has never even fought with me.) I would like to send a big shout out to him, telling him that I love him with all of my heart… Thanking him for understanding my past and showing me what true love is really like… Thank you baby… Love you Always… Tammy.

Original on YouTube.com

This open post was written 5 years, 3 months ago | V/U/S: 2,433, 68, 12 | Edit Post | Leave a reply | Report Post

Reciprocity (0)

Since writing this post ~Shie~ may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days. ~Shie~ is a verified member, has been around for 5 years, 7 months and has 231 posts and 16,871 replies to their name.

Post Tags (10)

YouTube, Domestic violence, music, Love, Bear, Situationist, Blue, Violence, heart, infant (How Tags Affect Reciprocity)

Replies (68)

Where were you?

Click and drag to move the map around. FAQ: How we place people on this map »
You can also watch events on Help.com as they happen

Mouse over the map for 2 seconds to see an expanded, interactive view

iMadBro 1 #
Newark, DE, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 minute after post)

cool =)

Help me with: Non-teacher recommendation forms.

This reply has been removed.

~Shie~ invited 133 users to read this post 5 years, 3 months ago.

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (5 minutes after post)

thank you..

Help me with: ~Update~

brightshine 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (8 minutes after post)

The video is no longer available … ugh. Sorry you are feeling blue today. Big Big Hug to you.

Help me with: why did my email suddenly become invalid … even if I log in through the link sent via the e-mail account?

This reply has been removed.

Felicity 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 minutes after post)

Hi hun,I hope your still talking to me.I clicked on the video,but it says no longer available.That’s ok though.I knew what it was before hand cuz it’s one of my favorites.always loved Reba.Will u ever 4 give me?:)

Help me with: thinking about ‘ ending it All’?

~Shie~ edited this post 5 years, 3 months ago. Read the previous text »

Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today.

I hate days like these. But anyways, I was searching music out on youtube and came across a song that means so much to me. If you really listen to the lyrics, you will know what a domestic violence victim goes through. Although I am out of that situation and have been for a bit over 4 years, these lyrics still tell what I go through on a daily basis. I have a very hard time trusting anyone, including myself. The fear that I lived with all those years are still fears that I suffer with today. (Even though my boyfriend Roger is a big Teddy Bear and has never even fought with me.) I would like to send a big shout out to him, telling him that I love him with all of my heart… Thanking him for understanding my past and showing me what true love is really like… Thank you baby… Love you Always… Tammy.

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-NnWHOUuKw]

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ edited this post 5 years, 3 months ago. Read the previous text »

Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today.

I hate days like these. But anyways, I was searching music out on youtube and came across a song that means so much to me. If you really listen to the lyrics, you will know what a domestic violence victim goes through. Although I am out of that situation and have been for a bit over 4 years, these lyrics still tell what I go through on a daily basis. I have a very hard time trusting anyone, including myself. The fear that I lived with all those years are still fears that I suffer with today. (Even though my boyfriend Roger is a big Teddy Bear and has never even fought with me.) I would like to send a big shout out to him, telling him that I love him with all of my heart… Thanking him for understanding my past and showing me what true love is really like… Thank you baby… Love you Always… Tammy.

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLi0yBmPe0k]

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (21 minutes after post)

i fixed it.. its not a video.. but the song with the words.. hope you all like it..

Help me with: ~Update~

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (28 minutes after post)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=jQYQTFudrq…
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-YUxbDEPFiM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Be6jlC…
http://youtube.com/watch?v=2aDHdcLwvh4
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6v_9H-NmqxY

i have so much more but i don’t have my playlist it is on my family computer. Sorry.

Help me with: Hey, I am back

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (36 minutes after post)

i liked the white stripes one… conan is my favorite.. i watch him every night…

Help me with: ~Update~

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (52 minutes after post)

really
he is so funny!

Help me with: Hey, I am back

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (55 minutes after post)

yes… i love how he is just soooo crazy and funny… he fills me with lots of laughs.

Help me with: ~Update~

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (57 minutes after post)

he is so cute too

Help me with: Hey, I am back

areacode705l 9 #
Friendship, ME, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (59 minutes after post)

haha good this doesnt seem like a real problem,your past will help you in the future

Help me with: im trying to quit smoking, i havent in about 8 days, but dang i want to.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 2 minutes after post)

areacode705l wrote:
haha good this doesnt seem like a real problem,your past will help you in the future

yeah.. i know… thanks areacode… let me just say…. i have had a challenging life.. and have used all my bad for good… so i know that all too well…

areacode705l wrote:
haha good this doesnt seem like a real problem,your past will help you in the future

Help me with: ~Update~

areacode705l 9 #
Friendship, ME, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

welll ur prolly alot stonger then alot of other girls ur age i wood think

Help me with: im trying to quit smoking, i havent in about 8 days, but dang i want to.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 15 minutes after post)

with everything that i have been through in life… i try to make jokes about everything… as i have learned that there is never chaning your past.. but only your future..

Help me with: ~Update~

areacode705l 9 #
Friendship, ME, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 17 minutes after post)

yeah just live life .

Help me with: im trying to quit smoking, i havent in about 8 days, but dang i want to.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 19 minutes after post)

i am… day by day… never ever looking into the future as that only brings heart ache… and for the past.. only living with the memories of good that i have… other than that… its day by day..

Help me with: ~Update~

areacode705l 9 #
Friendship, ME, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 20 minutes after post)

look into the future and live off that i mean seriously then you have something to live for and something to think about day by day

Help me with: im trying to quit smoking, i havent in about 8 days, but dang i want to.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 22 minutes after post)

thank you areacode… hugs… i will keep that in mind….

Help me with: ~Update~

areacode705l 9 #
Friendship, ME, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 23 minutes after post)

your welcome

Help me with: im trying to quit smoking, i havent in about 8 days, but dang i want to.

Richard Cor de Lyon 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 33 minutes after post)

Thank you Tammy. Your pain is clear, but your ability to rise above it and soar is more clear. I’m here if you need me.
Bright Blessings ~ Richard

Help me with: Can someone please tell me why my life sucks?

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 35 minutes after post)

thank you richard… hugs.

Help me with: ~Update~

proudparront 3 #
US | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 hours, 20 minutes after post)

hi lil.. i do hope you smile and cheer up.. i just found this site and i think it might help my depression..xxx oo

Help me with: i was wondering if anyone has tried any spiritual dealings with trying to deal with depression..

Nine is alive 2 #
CA | 5 years, 3 months ago (3 hours, 52 minutes after post)

Love and support. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass… it’s about learning to dance in the rain.

(3)

Help me with: People are so… human.

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 48 minutes after post)

cool!have you heard “thankyou” by jamelia

Help me with: I want to help

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 51 minutes after post)

proudparront wrote:
hi lil.. i do hope you smile and cheer up.. i just found this site and i think it might help my depression..xxx oo

yay…. yes.. this site does wonders… and i hope you enjoy… lots of hugs..

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 52 minutes after post)

Nine wrote:
Love and support. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass… it’s about learning to dance in the rain.

THAT IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL NINE… thank you hun….

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 53 minutes after post)

AKITHMA wrote:
cool!have you heard “thankyou” by jamelia

im not sure… i listen to everything.. from country to rock… but as for knowing who sings what… hahahahaha.. you got me… lmfao… ill google it and see if i can find it.. ill let ya know.. thank you..

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 56 minutes after post)

great song akithma… thanks for sharing… yes… it soooo describes it all as well..

Original on YouTube.com

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (7 hours, 58 minutes after post)

i have to agree with this song… after everything that she speaks of… all the drama…. making you strong is the truth… after you finally get out… and you finally find yourself… you are stronger… wow…. really.. what a beautiful song..

Help me with: ~Update~

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (8 hours, 1 minute after post)

here is the video that i made on youtube about violence… hope you enjoy.

Original on YouTube.com

Help me with: ~Update~

insanlypoor 1 #
Worthing, P6, GB | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 7 minutes after post)

aww sweety your children are so beautiful. how do you find the strength? you are a very strong person and i am with you all the way. i gotta go wash my face tho….. tears are everywhere. what you have been thro makes my childhood pale in comparison. i hope they get to come home soon. hugs xx

Help me with: what is your greatest fear?

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 21 minutes after post)

thank you insanlypoor… as for my strength.. its my children themselves.. they are my heros… they are the ones that keep me going… with every heart beat and every breath that i have…

Help me with: ~Update~

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 29 minutes after post)

Yeh i thought you would relate,keep strong,your a wonderful person hey,and trials can make us who we never might have been give us a deeper appreciation of many a thing and a more finely tuned spirituality,peace and love go with you ,respect sister

Help me with: I want to help

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 30 minutes after post)

thank you akithma…

Help me with: ~Update~

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 35 minutes after post)

Welcome shi one ,i know your struggle has lifted you over, but the dance of life will return upon you and waltz the days into forever,you are real and i have enjoyed your empathy and guidance you offer to those in less fortunate situations ,your the angel who dreams and a nurtura of hope and love,truly an awsome individual of exceptional character

Help me with: I want to help

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 37 minutes after post)

You are the light of home

Help me with: I want to help

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 38 minutes after post)

aawwww… that means a lot to me akithma… for a long time… i was lost.. and was never able to feel… or should i say.. i wasnt allowed.. but im coming back.. im getting the options of being myself… and what everyone here on help sees… is the true me…

Help me with: ~Update~

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 44 minutes after post)

The mother of nuture has bloomed into being and glazed are cold world with her precious warmth ,endless in her quest of hope eternal ,lovely in all her beauty and perfect by nature,truly the living goddess of all she survey

Help me with: I want to help

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 45 minutes after post)

Light my way to the sky and i shall be free

Help me with: I want to help

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 53 minutes after post)

The torch of your heart is a burning lightgiver and lifegiver to the lost, may you walk the sky forever in tranquility with love to stay you there

Help me with: I want to help

Closed for business! 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 57 minutes after post)

You are a very lucky person…those kind of people don’t come along very often…

Help me with: What’s your favorite all-time song?

AKITHMA 83 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (9 hours, 59 minutes after post)

These words could not merely devote you completly as to your glorious nature so my final remaining word is sent from my heart directly without speach ,just know its there deep inside you

Help me with: I want to help

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (10 hours, 1 minute after post)

thank you akithma…

spunky.. i have gone through so much in my life… since being a toddler… i have just changed the way i was treated and treat others the way i personally want to be treated…

Help me with: ~Update~

logout 1 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (10 hours, 6 minutes after post)

Hi hun, i hope your doin ok.

Everythin you do, everything so you say…im always so proud of you. You know that.

Every day you get stronger. And you should be proud of yourself too.

Help me with: Celebration of Love.

Closed for business! 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (10 hours, 19 minutes after post)

Baby doll, you got it going on now! You life is going to get better and better…because you got your head on straight..and you are around positive influences. We are what we think!

Help me with: What’s your favorite all-time song?

I left 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (23 hours, 30 minutes after post)

Help me with: I know I have been gone and I am not myself lately.

Maximina 1 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 day, 1 hour after post)

Hey lilbit! Thanks for sharing. You are so brave and strong, but I know you miss you little ones terrible. Have you tried to mail out any letters yet?

Help me with: I started taking Strattera four days ago.

☆lilies☆ 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 day, 8 hours after post)

Thank you for sharing. A lot of regular users are feeling a bit blue today. I hope you feel better. :)

Help me with: Well, I’m in a new place.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 day, 11 hours after post)

Maximina :) wrote:
Hey lilbit! Thanks for sharing. You are so brave and strong, but I know you miss you little ones terrible. Have you tried to mail out any letters yet?

i have it all typed up.. but havent sent them out as of yet.. i get money on feb 9th… and that is when i will be buying some stamps… to send them out… i will keep you informed…

as for the rest of the comments.. thankyou… i actually feel a lot better now… my moment has passed… for now… not sure why i get into those kind of pitfalls… but… they come and go… thanks for all of your support… lots of hugs.. love tammy..

Help me with: ~Update~

robkelle 2 #
Ephrata, PA, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 day, 18 hours after post)

hi it has been a long time. you say it so well i am sure if you tell roger the same thing he will smile rob:-)

Help me with: WITHOUT SOUNDing desperate what is it about me that women do not like i will admit that i am phyically challenged and not

nextstar 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 days, 7 hours after post)

You are a very nice person lil_bit_shi , You are one of my favorite helpers here , I like reading your relpies & posts as well . You are so caring & mature, I like the way you deal with things, you are so honest & funny, its a shame that you are not in a good mood .
Hope you are feeling better now after reading my reply because I really mean every word :)

Help me with: Vanishing !

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 days, 12 hours after post)

thanks robkelle….

nextstar wrote:
You are a very nice person lil_bit_shi , You are one of my favorite helpers here , I like reading your relpies & posts as well . You are so caring & mature, I like the way you deal with things, you are so honest & funny, its a shame that you are not in a good mood .
Hope you are feeling better now after reading my reply because I really mean every word :)

awww nexstar.. yeah.. im feeling a lot better… thanks… my moment has passed.. thank god…. i hate those days…. as i read your comment… its so weird. .. because although i write from my heart… i never think about others reading my replies… or comments…. its almost like im in my own little world…. lol… but yes… it does make me feel good inside knowing that you appreciate my knowledge and humor… thanks hun…. great big hugs..

Help me with: ~Update~

Closed for business! 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 days, 12 hours after post)

Lil..think you have seen this, but it is worth watching again…especially when you are feeling a little down…

http://www.hasanyonetoldyou.com

Help me with: What’s your favorite all-time song?

Destiny 1 #
Jacksonville, FL, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 days, 22 hours after post)

aaaallll…. thats so sweet,you really love Roger don’t you…..

Help me with: Why do we lable our slefs?

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (2 days, 22 hours after post)

hope you feel better now!

Help me with: Hey, I am back

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (3 days, 1 hour after post)

Destiny wrote:
aaaallll…. thats so sweet,you really love Roger don’t you…..

that i do… he is an angel sent to me… he is the only man that has ever treated me like a human being… he puts my happiness above and beyond everything.. its so great.. and i could never be happier..

nykhan27 wrote:
hope you feel better now!

thank you nykhan.. i do.. i feel a lot better… those slumps are hard… but i always manage to get through after a day or so… thanks for your caring..

Help me with: ~Update~

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (3 days, 1 hour after post)

np it is my job to care for you babe
love you
always here for you.

Help me with: Hey, I am back

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (3 days, 8 hours after post)

aawwww.. you are such a sweet heart….

Help me with: ~Update~

rabbit 2 #
Scottsdale, AZ, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (3 days, 15 hours after post)

Love and support. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass… it’s about learning to dance in the rain.”"”" wow,

great post, really glad to read what was said here. Lil_bit, glad you are feeling the love you deserve, and I truly trust that you and your children will have wonderful times together again.

Help me with: Sushi, feeling Low, but there’s still Sushi.

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (4 days, 1 hour after post)

rabbit wrote:
Love and support. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass… it’s about learning to dance in the rain.”"”" wow,

great post, really glad to read what was said here. Lil_bit, glad you are feeling the love you deserve, and I truly trust that you and your children will have wonderful times together again.

thank you rabbit… i know that they will be home one day… its just the fact that this should never have happened in the first place…

Help me with: ~Update~

nykhan27 1 #
Lynbrook, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (4 days, 17 hours after post)

no you are the real sweetheart
don’t live in the past it is the present.

Help me with: Hey, I am back

bjk60 19 #
Milford, CT, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 week, 2 days after post)

Hi lil bit shi, I know the feeling and I have the thing to help you deal and heal and be happy once again. Are you ready to take your life back and to be the happy person that you once were? Go to Barnes & Noble book store and pick up a book called Family First by Dr. Phil McGraw. This has helped me get through my rough and tough times and it will help you to. do yourself this favor because you desreve to be happy. Go get this book and go through it.Ok? Promise yourself to be happy. I hope this helps you out and let me know what happens ok because I really want to know.

Help me with: I opened this account not too long ago and I would like to close it.How do you close my account?

~Shie~ 1 #
Gloversville, NY, US | 5 years, 3 months ago (1 week, 2 days after post)

thank you bjk60… i will look into it.. but at the moment… im broke and can not afford it… but when i get some cash.. i will definately look into it.. thanks a bunch.

Help me with: ~Update~

Invite Others to Help

A logged in and verified Help.com member has the ability to setup a Friends List and invite others to help with posts.

Love help: Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today. - Help.com

Still Feeling A Bit Blue Today.

Reciprocity (0)

Post Tags (10)

Replies (68)

Invite Others to Help

Help.com Homepage