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Do you remember why you started closing yourself off in the first place?

was it because, every time you opened up, you got burned?

was it that every time you finally let yourself need someone, they felt that, and turned cold?

why is the only way to keep things tight involve a constant tug of war?

its all crap, huh? you try to be strong, you are doing okay with that, then, one day, you say the thing they want you to say, or you let yourself need, and show it, and you get that vibe, you know the one, where you just gave up the edge, and became the needy one. and thats what they want, for you to be needy and vulnarable, right up till you actually act that way..then..

thats when they dont answer your calls right away, or dont return your text messages until you get about 4 or 5 going, and then they only return em to get you to stop..and you can feel it too, hehe

well, most of us never learn, no matter how well we know the tune, or how often we danced the dance.

Now, i am gonna go see how drinking $500 worth of bacardi will affect my “recovery” from the stroke…its okay, i got a doctors appointment in the morning, right next to the hospital..hell, maybe i will get drunk and drive around, just to see what thats like..dont want to die without trying everything once..well, almost everything.

merry christmas, and DO NOT answer this rant, as i have asked no question…stupid Help Nazi’s

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An Unknown Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Wha?

When did you have a stroke?

Don’t let people bring you down hun! And drinking wont make it feel better. Why dont you spend that $500 on something else!

You know i will answer you if you are gona write something like this! Now please tell me whats up?

Wha? When did you have a stroke? Don't let people bring you down hun! And drinking wont make it feel better. Why dont you spend that $500 on something else! You know i will answer you if you are gona write something like this! Now please tell me whats up?

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AQ | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Huh.

Huh.

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An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

You leave me no choice…I text, I called and I shouted you…

Baby I love you. Please don’t push me like this it’s a waste of energy. When you finally turn around, you will only see that I am still there, loving you then if not more than I did just a few hours ago.

You leave me no choice...I text, I called and I shouted you... Baby I love you. Please don't push me like this it's a waste of energy. When you finally turn around, you will only see that I am still there, loving you then if not more than I did just a few hours ago.

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Lokoja, 41, NG | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (33 minutes after post)

you sound like a real winner.

maybe you need to take that money and, idk, get some boots so you can pull yourself up by the straps.
I was going somewhere with that,oh well.
look whoever pooped in your cereal probably just thought it was the restroom after all. no harm intended, right?

just, if you whine like that, i can see why they stopped taking your calls

you sound like a real winner. maybe you need to take that money and, idk, get some boots so you can pull yourself up by the straps. I was going somewhere with that,oh well. look whoever pooped in your cereal probably just thought it was the restroom after all. no harm intended, right? just, if you whine like that, i can see why they stopped taking your calls

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