life help: I don’t want to live anymore. - Help.com

It sounds like you are putting yourself down a lot, and that’s what’s making the situation even worse; but there’s nothing worse than a suicide attempt. You should talk to a trusted teacher or eighbor. Maybe even a doctor. If that does not help, maybe you should try to speak with a therapist. But do not try to attempt suicide. There are people there who love you, and if you try to hurt yourself, that will devestate those people. Please - take my advice. And call “Suicide Preventiuion Lifeline,” at 1-800-273-8255 immediatly. :-)

Life can be really hard sometimes. In life we go through so much. But we must look to a higher power then ourselves. I KNOW. MY Mother died last year and it can be so- hard. You must pull yourself together and focus on the positive things in your life even if is real small. DO NOT LET EVIL FORCES PULL YOU DOWN AND TAKE YOUR LIVE AWAY. BECAUSE You are GREAT and SMART.

I know that I need help. I find new ways everyday to get out of bed, I have a great job. I help save peoples lives everyday, but i can’t save myself. I don’t want to live anymore, that’s not normal. I’m tired of hurting please help me

The way the original post was worded really hit home. Some days are actually ok with me, but some are really bad. I am so tired of being disappointed by everything. My life is overwelming. I don’t feel like I have a choice either, I have 2 beautiful daughters and I don’t want to hurt them, so I guess I’ll keep going and hurting instead. I only worry that I am not good for them. I think the main problem would be that I would embarrass people I know instead of actually hurting them. I am actually taking meds and talking to a psychologist. I pray you will find some relief. I actually wish I could just go to sleep for a few years or something and then come back to see what things are like. For people that have never felt this way, you can’t even imagine.

There’s no right or wrong in anything you do. You can choose to live, or not. If there is someone you’ll leave behind, their suffering will end with their death, as if they never suffered at all. Nothing matters. If you end your life, you won’t even be able to care anymore. You won’t be. Just like you won’t be in the end anyway. The prince and the beggar both become dust. The saint and the murderer both rot in the ground. The one who lived is forgotten after those who knew him also die, as it is with the one who ends his life early.

It’s sad, and it’s true. To live or not is the only real control you have. When you die, you will lose the choice. You can make it once - or you can make it every day.
It’s your choice.

I struggle very much with this, but I am at least strong enough to know that the choice is mine to make. Anyone who tells you suicide is wrong or that it is always the wrong decision is just projecting their own beleifs on the subject. You can do what you want with your life. Just realize that the choice to end it is final. If you’ve made peace with that, no one has any right to argue.

I still wonder why I make the choice every day to keep living, but I am satisfied at least knowing that where I am is decided by me.

My name is Horrez and everyday that i wake up i feel like i am fighting with my past.Alot of times i feel like my life is one big mess and because of all the things that i have gone through in my past,i sometimes feel that it is too late for me.I am a grown woman but the little girl in me just won’t go away.I feel like i am still being beat by my father over and over again.I don’t do anything,I don’t go anywhere,I feel like i am the ugliest woman in the world.I can’t keep a job,or a man because i am constsantly accusing him of wanting someone else or pretending to really like me .I have become so negative,because i love to sing i have ran producers away because i would think they were just trying to use me and i would go off on them and they would think something was wrong with me.I have been raped as a teenager a few times only to find myself shacking up with men old enough to be my father and it felt soooo horrible,just nasty.My mother lost custody of me when i was a baby and she turned to drugs,so that was the end of her.Even though i have been homeless,beat raped,hurt,I even went to jail for stabbing an old man for beating on me,lived in a drug infested apartment building ,i nevergot on drugs,i never contracted any diseases,but i still feel like my life is over.My dream of being a lawyer and driving a white drop top mercedes benze is gone.I never finished school,and this hurts me moooore than anything in this world.I look at other women and i feel so less than i am ashamed of or to even say that i am a woman.its hard.I am not looking for sympathy but i wish i had someone who really understood and wouldn’t label me.But i feel the way i feel.these people have ruined me and taken away everything that could have made me abetter person.and to think my father is an ordained minister and has ran for the 36th city councilman in another state being a political leader like he has done know wrong. i> small>(email removed) /small> /i>

I really feel like been alive is been in hell, and that dying is been in heaven, because, the things i lived and the feeling i’m living now is killing me. the only thing i feel is that the world would be happier withouht me and so would i, i feel so anxious so no one in this world that i want to die. i dont see the point in me living, this life is just horrible full on injustice and cruelty and unhappines and everything,,,,,,i have this feeling that is just killing me, telling me why live, i really dunt know hown to explain this by i really really wish i wasnt born. i dont know what to do, problems are evrywhere, and this horrible life is making me feel alone which i’m not cause i have a lovely familly,but i just dont want to live i just wish i wasnt born. EVER i carnt cope no more. i feel like i’m in prison, i just dont want to live anymore.

I am so unhappy I just don’t know how to go on. I’m 57, former alcholic (quit 17 years ago), left my job 2.5 years ago (moved) and no one will hire me. I have 25+ years of experience in accounting and office management. I have 3 children and I am living with my daughter and she is so sick of me. I am about to run out of money and I am fat, have no friends, none. I used to be beautiful and I was not happy then. What is the point of all this pain. I have 9 years of Catholic training and believe in Jesus, but I have hit a wall and cannot seem to find the way. I can’t seek professional help, I don’t have any money. I hardly know my sons, they’re involved with their own lives. This is so hard. I just sleep and waste my life away.

I just want to say.. That I once lived in pain..Suffered everyday cried all night..Had panic attacks.. Suffered with depression..Any kind of severe symptom…. i was.. really in pain…Until one day.. I had faith in God..And I trusted Him with all my heart I knew He was the only one that could help me.. I remember asking for prayer.. and ever since then..I never had anymore.. any symptom or anything.So today im here to..even though it may seem hard to believe..try trusting God..He sees everything He knows who u are and what u go through.. Trust Him..Please.
Have a good and Blessed night :)
If anyone would like to chat.. COntact me..anytime.

I also wnt to die,not to livelife any more……suffering al d days its beter to be out from suffering pains……..so easy optionis to die……….so.,, pls show me d way for dying………plsssssss……..