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I am a 40 year old overweight african american woman.

I am a gifted singer. very gifted singer. I have bulimia. Have had it since i’m about 15 years old. I currently have a job that i hate. i also have a gift which i love. my music and my career don’t mix. i’m smart but i don’t give a hoot about my job. i don’t do a very good job. actually, i suck at it. but most people i work for hire me because of my personality.

Most people I meet think I’m cool, fun to hang with and a great person to get to know. Problem is, i’m insecure. I also have a HUGE problem with authority.

My mom died when I was 3 and my dad when I was 16. I have a real hard time with people telling me what to do.

If I had my way, I’d be a professional singer. Nothing but sing for my living. But I have to work. I’m a student right now because i don’t want to have to start paying my student loans back.

HELP!!!!!

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manazashi offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
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Man, that sucks.

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