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I have never done anything to myself i just feel like dieing,
what’s got you so down?
You should make your life less hurtful and stressful. You actually have the power to do that cause it’s your life. So make choices and sacrifices. Cut things out of your life that stress you and people that hurt you. Pursue everything that makes you feel special. It might feel selfish for a while but believe me it isn’t. You’re not capable of giving unless yer healthy yerself (mentally is what I mean).
So claim your life! Go forth and conquer your demons!
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you get one life , make the most of it , me , im going to make a name for my self , i push hard in school , 98 average , im learning more and more on the computer , i can make one now , if i didnt push myself , id never be able to do that , so push hard man ..
all i can say is i know how you feel
go to the emerg, they can help
its what i did just a couple of nights ago
oh an 666hoton, if you have noting useful to say, then say nothing
I really don’t think that is a good idea. I hope you reconsider.
exactly to jinx
oh an 666hoton, if you have noting useful to say, then say nothing
haha i just hate when ppl waste their time and other ppls time for such a pointless response
so, anon, are you facing something really difficult or just having a bad day?
Focus on the good things in your life. Are you healthy? - Be grateful for it. Do you have a roof over your head? - Be grateful for it.
We all have sadnesses in our past - family members and friends who have died, are sick or in some other way hurt. Our job is to help others to survive tough times.
I had a virulent case of leukemia (ALL with Ph+), for the last three and a half years, a debilitating and frightening experience. At the time of my diagnosis, my doctors told me that I was unlikely to live more than a year and a half.
Today, I am so healthy that I no longer need the regimen of chemotheraphy, radiation etcetera. I admit to having considered suicide once during this ordeal - but I quickly lost the impulse. Never have I had such an outpouring of love - from strangers, prayer groups, churches that I never heard of and my family too. Anonymous, it never crossed my mind that anyone would care if I died - but it turned out that my death would have affected more people than I thought possible.
Anon, THE SAME IS TRUE FOR YOU! Think of your family, friends, workmates - people who appreciated what you have done for them - people who understand that, whatever your flaws, that you are a valuable and necessary part of their lives. Turn to the people and activities that you love best, Anon - take a break from work if necessary. TALK TO SOMEONE. There is help, consideration and love out there - please don’t throw it all away (and hurt those you love in the process).
I’m sorry to hear you are feeling down today. Why is life hard?
I have many days like you do.Im the other side of the world to where i was born.All my family and friends are there.Life pretty much sucks most of the time.But there are the occasional days where i think life isnt that bad.Someone or something will make you realise that even if it takes weeks or months trust me it will happen.There isnt any point in killing yourself.The suffering doesnt end!!Your familly will suffer.there isnt anything you can do about that.Just remember wait….something good will happen.
I have wanted to die for about 12 years now. I have seeked help and never yet has anyone been able to make me feel worth. It seems even more convincing I should just jump or drive off a cliff because it was far too easy to push what friends or family I had away. It just prooves I am a big drag and the love I thought was around me was there as long as I was willing to be used, both family and friends. My job sucks, Ive never been able to get a fair shake. When i first graduated from college my future looked good and my luck was good i got a job that had lots of room for advancement of course until they heard rumors I’m “GAY”. With my parents advice I’ve stuck with my loser job. Now my father has passed years ago and my mother in and out of hospitals, blind, cancer, stroke….pitiful but what is worse I haven’t felt love from my mother since I was about 5 years of age, she after all of this is just a *****. I can not shake the immense bitterness I am. I’ve gone too far and to make everybody’s life around me at ease I think susicde is the way to go. As a matter of fact I’m looking for a way to ang myself in my home tonight!
Wow Mathewberga80, you have major issues.
I was lucky and my father loved me and gave his world for me. He passed and I miss him beyond words. My mother is a whole other story who is still alive.
You’re gay? Who isn’t? Well I am not but who the heck cares? I’m brunette but dye my hair blonde.
My father died a painful death. I was there for him and survived. My mother was a pain in the rear during that process and my whole life. I just look at it as her only job.
You have two choices in life. One, cry about how bad it is/was for you, or, beat the odds. My mother told me to kill myself, her life would be better.
I pulled myself up and am all I want to be. Never once feeling sorry for myself. Well that is a fabrication, but learned no one cares about me except me.
Live it learn it. Life is not fair. Deal with it.
I know you will find love here, will you take it and heal yourself? It is up to you.
Try helping someone else it may just take you away from your own problems.
Let me die in your place. I have lived too long and lost too much. I am tired. When [if] I meet God [I have my doubts these days], I will ask her / him to be kind to you. Life is difficult and hard, but getting through the day-to-day is not impossible. Deceit and betrayal by those in whom you have entrusted your heart and your very soul . . . well that is another issue altogether. I am ready to join my father before me. I look forward to meeting with him again. Be kind to yourself.
Thank you for all replys i feel abit better now my problems are many and something that i must sort out my own ways just i feel very alone in this world i have many family not too close i have many friends but i still feel alone.
Clearlylos i would not want you to die in my place and from my experience of loosing people you have never lived too long
Help me!!! I just cant quit feeling down. Handle myself. I dont feel safe around myself or others. help
I know exactly how you feel, I hate my life, Ive hated it for a very long time now. Nobody knows how it feels to be sad and depressed day after day to hate your job,to hate where you live, to be in debt, to have nothing, people always say, “Oh dont Think about doing something like that” But then again they dont have to live your life day in and day out either!
try your 19 year old moving back home lazy has no job and can’t drive I am trying to go through college for the future but each day it seems I don’t hve a future I don’t want to bust my butt workign so everyone else can sit on theirs.. My husband is a drug addict and my kids are disrespectful after my first divorce my kids got out of control. I want to die too. I am afraid of the after life what if we don’t die and end the pain maybe that is where the real pain starts… It could be worst you know.. LEt alone the debts and my cupboards are bare. I am struggling to find a job and keep my family feed on the money I get a month. I do online college course I graduate in Feb. If there is no change in my life by then I am going bungy jumping and I am going to cut the bungy.
I went today to buy a rifle, and sort of jokingly said to the clerk that i only needed it for a one time thing. a one bullet affair. hahaa it would have been perfect. i`m finding that when planning a perfect suicide that its not a good idea to joke about it to others. i`m going to use a shot gun cause its not likely that they`ll be able to administer any help to me . cause there allways a gunhoe e.m.s. guy with something to prove. trust me . it happened twice before with pillz. it was allmost perfect , then those motherfuckers showed up. and ruined it. but a shotgun blast to the heart is the best way to go. i`ve seen people live with no brain, but i`ve never seen someone live with no heart.
Nothing is worst than this life that your living this day and age.
I hate being alive and i make very good money , but work very hard for it aswell.
I`ve been diagnosed manic depression and all kinds of things. but all the doctors and everything that i went knowbody would just come out and say it, life sucks,
For everyone and anyone that was`nt born with money. cause after all it verymuch is
The root of happieness. i`de much give up then try to servive threw heart ache and pain i just hate living so ******* bad!!!! its my rite to give up i have that rite its all mine. and i have the perfect plann. i`m not a murderer this is a perfect conflict against myself.
I am a Christian. I will tell you that there is a heaven and there
is a hell. This isn’t hell ! Hell on Earth, as we so often hear,
and I have felt in my life many times, is really our thinking habits. What we start to believe about ourseleves, God, the people
of our past or present, the world in general, becomes rooted in us,
often referred to as strongholds. If negative, the predominant
thinking can become, ” Get me out of here !”. I have wanted to kill myself in my life. I have tried to investigate ways that I could do it without making it look like suicide so that my family
could collect life insurance !
Please, allow the Lord Jesus to come to you. To show you that what
I’m saying is true. By getting His word into you repeatedly through
consistent Bible reading will change your thinking for the good.
You will, in time, be released from this stronghold of suicidal
thinking. I will pray for you !
The body is positive the mind is negative, the mind is to see danger so that the body can avoid it and survive. Think less live more. See nature, live minute to minute, intake nature fill the breeze let the sun warm you, make it simple. Always know that I need you and will always care.
no objective, no target @_@
Six years ago it was a very energetic person, full of new ideas, dreams and goals until a horrible depression came. Since then I want to die. It doesn’t matter anymore if everything is ok, if I have a job, if I have a boyfriend.Life doesn’t surprise or excite me anymore. I’m just trying to say that I share that pain with everybody who has it.
ive voluntered for dangerouse jobs. i wish i could go back in the military to find a good death. hell frightens me but life feels unberable.
need help desperately, live in edmonton alberta canada, cant be suicide or children won’t get insurance, haven’t been able to locate help, can you assist or put me in touch with someone, please, much thought and sould searching has been done and i’m more than ready, PLEASE help, Debra
Just sent reply and had my email address shown incorrectly, should have been msn.com
I really hope things are better for you now. I really need some help, suicide means no insurance for kids as you wellknow. Did you have any luck finding someone to help, not to many guns for hire on internet. This has been going on far too long for me now, hope to her from you
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