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i’m tired.

tired of being neglected, pushed away, left to pick up the pieces of my heart. i can’t do it anymore. i’ve reached my physical and emotional limit. my body constantly aches, my back and chest right around my heart area always hurts, i live in anxiety that i’ll have a heart attack at any minute, and everyone i ever loved has painfully pushed me away. this life is not worth living. seeking attention? maybe i am, no one else will give me it. pathetic? sure. i dont care what you call me, its all been said before. this one won’t wake to see another day. i’m sorry

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mastermind_x201 offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
Los Angeles, CA, US | 8 months ago (11 minutes after post)

Truth be told there are times I feel this way so maybe I’m not the best person to give advice or help about this.

But still being alive today it seems to me that sometimes things look up. One thing is for sure, if you’re dead already all the options are gone.

Hope you don’t do anything that can’t be undone…

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kest2703 offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Nackenheim, 08, DE | 8 months ago (1 hour, 33 minutes after post)

yes i know what you mean. i fought and i fought hard to get out of the hole i am in now. but the help came from outside. i found somebody in my situation. as soon as we were a couple… well we had friends. not just each other.

Look around you. look in unlikley places. your point of view is not the only one.

And don’t kill yourself. it will make it worse for those people you love (but might not love you) but you love them. and sooner or later somebody will see that and want that love.

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thep offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 161 #
Kingston, N1, GB | 8 months ago (1 hour, 35 minutes after post)

mastermind.

This is what this site is all about. People with experience of some one elses problem is the perfect person to understand and say what they would do. Or to let another user know that some one does understand and cares.

Anonymous.
I cant better what mastermind says to you, hope you heed his words.

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