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meghancorcoran18
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Hey yall sorry i havnt been writing.

I do have good and bad news tho.
Good news is i havn’t cut in almost a month! so thats awsome. I’m one day at a time but i’m getting there.

Bad news is… I found out that my Grandfather past away yesterday. He was the only Granfather i knew and had a bond with. He has been balting between many problems. A bad heart many heartatacks,strokes,all timers. Just many sad things so we were glad he past. I just wish i could of held his hand one last time and told him i love him and to say goodbye.

After my Father found out that his Dad past away he was really upset. Just out of the blue if i asked my Mom somthing he would start freaking out….but when i think about it he hasn’t really changed just more mad at everyone and the world. mostly me it seems like because i have to stay at home and watch my bigger Brothers kids all the time and i can’t ever get out so he takes all his anger out on me because im there. :( sucks i know. Just once I wish heould see what he is doing is hurting so much and its getting worse it seems like. I just wish he was the old dad i once knew and loved.

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An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 31 minutes after post)

Hello Meg, First of all congratulations you are working on not cutting. I am happy when young people like you find the strength to stop such an addicting act. It will turn out that you’d fine yourself totally not cutting at all. Don’t be disheartened if you will make the mistake of wanting to do it again, just stay focus. But for now, you are doing a good job.

I am sorry for the loss of your grandad. The family sure is sad about it. When someone passes away there are so many pent up emotions being transferred from one person to the other. Your dad is too stressed about the whole thing and everything at work or other things that he and your mom (as heads of the family) are aware of.

Just keep on doing what you gotta do, enjoy some moments by yourself like painting, drawing or nice stuff that you can think you. You take care. Keep us posted.

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Post Falls, ID, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (20 hours, 28 minutes after post)

thank you so much liles. and its been like this with my parents for along time. it just freaks me out when there is a fight or something big because i wanna run away and go cut.

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An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (1 day, 1 hour after post)

You are welcome hun. And i sure do know how that feels like running or wanting to melt away from the world you have known for the longest time. It freaks any one out too. And i respect that. I wish the world is more peaceful but we could not do much about it now. Try to stay in tune with your feelings, never hurt yourself because somewhere in the world, there is still love. hugs.

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Post Falls, ID, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (1 day, 8 hours after post)

Ya thats true i wish that there was more peace in this world as well. And yes you are right there is love in this world. I wish that there was just more of it. I mean Look at all the shooting in the schools. There was a highschool boy that took a gun to school and shot hes teatcher,some kids and himself and people say its the gun in the world that are doing it. No its not the guns its the people with the guns in there hands. guns dont kill people people kill people.

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