friends help: My bestfriend killed hiumself… can any1 relate…

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My bestfriend killed hiumself…

can any1 relate…

recently my bestfriend killed himself by overdosing on heroin… i dont weant help but i would like to share my experiences with some one who has been thru similar things…. i would like to seee how there coping with it and help eachother out with it…

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ambivispice 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

I don’t know how to answer you, because I so desperatly want to.

It seems like everyone around me keeps surving other’s suicide. My friends, my family. I want to help you, I want to help them. They close up, they survive, they just decide to live with the loss.

That doesn’t help much hu?

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Eeeeesssssssssssssss 4 #
Elsternwick, 07, AU | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

no its good coz at leat u wanna help… once again tho i dont realii want help… i hate feeling special when it was blake that did it and he was the one with porblems and when u r getting help u just freak… so if u feel as though im pushing u away but yea im not trying to… i thank u for attempting to understand because not many people would do that…. thankyou once agaian

Help me with: yesterday i was happy now im not — i wanna die, im going to end it NOW.

starbuxxl0l 30 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 1 minute after post)

i can help u, iv gone throu the same type of thing

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Eeeeesssssssssssssss 4 #
Elsternwick, 07, AU | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 1 minute after post)

lol differnet popst same person… how did u cope wid it

Help me with: yesterday i was happy now im not — i wanna die, im going to end it NOW.

starbuxxl0l 30 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 5 minutes after post)

it took a while, at first i was in denile i couldnt belive i and i wouldnt belive it. then anger came bcuz it wasnt fair that he was gone. then i actually started to get sad and i wanted to kill myself so i could be with him. then the balme game. i never opend up about it and i always kept ma feeling inside, wich is the worst possible thing to do bcuz when i let them out i felt bettter. talk o family, friends or a couneler even. itll feel like what do they kno , they aint me. but itll feel reat to get it off ur chest aand u wont have to go throu all the phases, itll still hurt and ull still cry but itll be ok. it always is

Help me with: HAIR HELP!

Eeeeesssssssssssssss 4 #
Elsternwick, 07, AU | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 9 minutes after post)

well he did it only like 16th ov decmber 2007 so its pretty recent and really hard to cope with even when it coincides with whats happeining in my uva post

Help me with: yesterday i was happy now im not — i wanna die, im going to end it NOW.

starbuxxl0l 30 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 12 minutes after post)

mine happend in May 2007 and everyone in my family is still crying,like i said its hard.

Help me with: HAIR HELP!

Eeeeesssssssssssssss 4 #
Elsternwick, 07, AU | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 15 minutes after post)

was he reallii realii close 2 use

Help me with: yesterday i was happy now im not — i wanna die, im going to end it NOW.

starbuxxl0l 30 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 17 minutes after post)

yea he was. i looked up to him, i spent every second i could with him and he was a part f the family…

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