suicide help: I think I’m giving up…but I don’t know when

bella

I think I’m giving up…

but I don’t know when I started fighting or what I fought for.

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San Francisco, CA, US | 6 months, 1 week ago (0 minutes after post)

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xxirlcixx 1 #
Atlanta, GA, US | 6 months, 1 week ago (6 minutes after post)

are you just on her to put out your feelings or asking for help??

bc thats not enough to help others help you and maybe thats the problem your trying to hide??

Help me with: do guys feel like they have to build a friendship up with a girl before they can tell them their feelings?

bella 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (9 minutes after post)

I think you’re right. I’m hiding. But I have no idea what I’m hiding from.

Help me with: Suicide notice from earlier -bella.

xxirlcixx 1 #
Atlanta, GA, US | 6 months, 1 week ago (12 minutes after post)

yeah ive been that way…upset but nothing that made me that way..hurt but no pain?? confusing i cont explain it..

its easy for me to put a smile on my face and act like everything is okay even though it may not be.

im happy now though!! it took me a while to realize why i was unhappy and wait i could do to change it bc at first i was looking for things i was fighting for bc i thought it was nothing i could do or change…but it was.

i was looking for ppl to make me happy or relationships or guys..
now i have a closer relationship to god and that has made the difference for me

all you need to do is figure out what your hiding from and face it and realize what your fighting for and change it!!!

Help me with: do guys feel like they have to build a friendship up with a girl before they can tell them their feelings?

bella 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (3 hours, 18 minutes after post)

I can’t get close to god. Probably because I don’t believe in one.

Help me with: Suicide notice from earlier -bella.

Anonymous #
6 months, 1 week ago (3 hours, 39 minutes after post)

bella, i know how you feel.. life isnt always easy.. and there are things/people who make it harder.. the worst part is when home is the place doing thing to you. Ive been there.. you’re not alone

bella 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (4 hours, 29 minutes after post)

thanks…it’s nice to sometimes relate with others. esp. when i feel so distanced and detached.

Help me with: Suicide notice from earlier -bella.

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