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i tried to tell
but no one would listen
i yelled for you mom
but you ignored my vried
your so called husband
was supposed to be like a father
yet what he did
was not father like at all
i’m left with permanate brusing
and a soul filled with black
but you’ll never understand
the hate i feel for all of you
i though that you would help me
but apparently i was mistaken
now i have no choice
but to leave you all tonight
I am not going to kill myself. it’s just my way of getting over what happened to me. and i do hate my family at times because i tried to tell them but they wouldn’t listen and if you can’t figure out what happend im not going to say it. it’s to painful to and im sorry if this agrivated you.
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was that just you venting, then?
that was actually amazing and i know where you are coming from babe. hang in there you’ll make it
yes that was me just venting and im not sure. sometimes yes but most of the time no
I’m sorry to hear that you are feeling so much pain
im so sorry that your mom wouldnt listen to you hun… that is heart breaking.. have you thought about telling a school counselor? they can keep things anonymous for you… helping you through all of this..
its not your fault. i yet i don’t think that i can ever forgive the person who caused it though
its been too long to got to them regardless.
the past but i can’t get over it. i try but it always is in my mind.
i don’t like to talk about it. this is the first time in like 3 years that i have talked about it. and i don’t know who i could tell
yea but you can’t blame yourself for anything like this. and i have talked to my best friend about it after it finnally stopped happening but i have never been able to bring it up again. i don’t know how i geuss. i always denied it when it first started too and then i got the courage to tell my sister who didn’t believe me. she said i just wanted attention. i only wish it had been
God can do absolutely nothing of the kind. A such “peace” is an illusion and works only for those who believe hard enough. But on the other hand, that will work irrespective of what you believe in, only you believe hard enough.
Real peace is to be looked for within yourself.
As a matter of fact, a lot of those things happen in churches and congregations where priests and other “trustworthy” people misuse the trust.
And that is what it is about. Misuse of trust.
And I agree with those above who advise you to talk to somebody about it. The main reason is not to nail somebody, but to get it off your chest.
God really can give perfect peace in trouble times.
it happened to me and lots of other people. it’s not an illusion… if you just come and seek Him, He’ll show you the peace you never experience before and especially that love you can’t get in other place.
i have seeked him and theres nothing to show for it. even after this happened i still put my faith in him and it has not brought me one ounce of peace. and i think i agree with what molotak said because if he really is supposed to help us then why didn’t he help me. i did nothing but beleive that he was going to make everything all better and things only got worse. even though it has stopped that doesn’t mean that things aren’t just as bad or worse. so i have tried that and im sorry if i sound mad or rude or if i offended you in any way but thats how i feel about your “God almighty
thing is ” do you beleive in god ” and if you do, you shouldn’t blame him for the bad things that happen in your life. maybe he is testing you to see how much faith you have for him.
see i was just like you and i was very sick and i almost died, but my entire family prayed and prayed and it was like a miracle , i survived
keep praying honey , and find someone you trust to talk to.
hey,,am sooo sorry, i understand i know where you’re coming from .listen find someone one you can trust explain the whole case to that person . let that person know that you need their support. while you look for ways to better your self .don’t fall down you keep your head high no matter what you fight for your feelings and what you believe in .it’s going to be hard but take your time there’s no rush ,don’t let that person make you into someone else you stay who you and fight back never give up .. get into a support group but remember don’t give up fight back not by hands of war but by the laws remember only you can stop that person from hurting you ever again speak to the police ,social workers,sometimes family do cover their dirty marks and we are only left with outsiders it’s going to be hard but don’t give up god bless and i pray everything works out for you always remember. you’re beautiful and strong and never be afraid of whats to come .stand up for your self no matter what you have to care about your self even if sometimes more then the ones you expect to care about you more doesn’t .love your self to the fullest and let no one take that from you protect your self please speak out if you haven’t and if you have more power to you keep holding your head high and always fight back if someone or thing is hurting you ……..best wishes
anon: i did believe in him. more than you kno but i finally realized that he’s not there it’s just something that people made up to make you feel better. and i don’t blame anyone but myself for the record. it may seem like i blame everyone else but i don’t. i just can’t let go of the fact that i asked for help and no one was there for me. that i do blame on others but just the few people that i told but maybe i should have told more people but i didn’t. again my fault, this whole thing is my fault, i can’t exactly explain how but it is.
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