distracted
daydreaming
cant get him out of my mind
cant turn away
when i look hes never there
when i close my eyes
i cant escape
but he shouldnt be
why is he?
gotten the okay from mom
and dad
the okay from my best friend
and his
but why
why not
what AM i doing
why cant i do it?
why cant i ask?
what is stopping me
when i pass by he blushes
looks away
when i stop to say hi
i only pause
and keep walking
as if he wasnt there
too nervous
too shy
too afraid
to mess up
and at night
my dreams
my dreams scream out
go for it
do it
you have to
you must
and i awaken
and want to
but get there
and cant
>> just some thoughts
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