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I am upset.

I cannot sleep, all I do is cry. I am alone & the one person I cared about is not talking to me. I don’t know why. He will not respond to the 2 messages I left him. I wasn’t nice in those messages but I am hurt & when I am hurt, I let my emotions get the best of me & I say mean things.
I do not know what to do…I feel lost & keep thinking of ways to kill myself. I need help but I am too ashamed to ask anyone irl as they will think I am mental. I am scared, I never felt like this before. My chest hurts & my eyes are burning from crying.

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An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

Hello there, reading your post makes me think that I am not alone when i am angry or upset. In fact, i make people cry when i am frustrated because i say bad things to them.

When people do not talk to us, it does not mean they hate us, but they want us to know that they are taking their time to understand why we have said hurtful things and to understand what they think as of the moment. They don’t want to hurt us too by replying the same awful thoughts. And that is because they care about us.

Hang in there. :)

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Boric 3 #
Somerville, MA, US | 10 months, 1 week ago (6 minutes after post)

Smile….you deserve to.

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bublzdablond 1 #
Chesapeake, VA, US | 10 months, 1 week ago (10 minutes after post)

Well I didn’t say anything mean before though, he just disconnected me from his life with no explanation & that hurts.The first message I wasn’t insulting but after I saw he read it & didn’t reply, that is when I went off. I have trust issues & he was one of the few people that I let in & I have strong feelings for him. I just wish he would be a man & state why he is ignoring me.
I feel like I have nobody now. I cannot talk to anyone like I did with him & ughh its so hard to describe the pain I feel but I cannot stop crying.

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An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (14 minutes after post)

Well, at most times, men need some time to think about things. It is not easy but i think it is wiser to give him space for a while. He had not decided what to say yet.

Nobody wants to be alone. But there are times when we need to take a pause once in our life.

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Anonymous #
10 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

Hi, I hope you will feel better soon. I know you will, time washes sadness away. maybe you need to say something nice to him like “i’m sorry but you hurt me really bad” and that will make you feel better. Just do it and go to sleep and when you’ll wake up you’ll feel much better. I think that things will start making sense after a while and you can ask him later why did he do it? Now you are just too sad and too angry to do that in a nice way without feeling bad. So just wait for tomorrow.

Shareurheart030 #
Jamaica, NY, US | 10 months, 1 week ago (4 hours, 58 minutes after post)

Make every effort to be as nice as possible. Don’t try to bombard them with nice things because your panicing, or maybe that will be good, you know best. Just be relaxed and change your ways. Don’t do the same things you did before. do the opposite. Let them know you’ve changed.

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dbollan #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (3 months, 1 week after post)

Get a grip of your self your emotions and get yourself in a bath or shower put your best clothes on and get out and have some fun. No one is worth all that hurt live for today tomorrow and the next day. Yesterday’s gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have fun and good luck

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bublzdablond 1 #
Chesapeake, VA, US | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (3 months, 1 week after post)

wow.. people are still replying to this? lol I posted that I was over this. Is there a way to just close this post? lol

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