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Hello to anyone that is reading this, my name is kitty and my family needs alot of help.

I am the mother of three children, in 2005 i lost my middle child to a bone marrow transplant, things have not been the same since.I’m a single mom with disabilities,no money, and no other family. It’s 2008 and my son still does not have a head stone, i can barely feed my kids through out the month, my six year old is still wearing cloths from one-two years ago, some boots that were given to him in december, [he still wear] my 14 year old she try so hard to make the best of what she has, but that’s kind of hard when you don’t have anything to work with. I have a three bedroom house,no beds, two tv’s only one work, i bareley can pay my rent, and i live in public housing. the only reason we have a computer is because the doctors knew my son was going to die,and this is what he asked for, so his last wish was granted. I personally don’t have any cloths, nothing to wear on my feet but some slippers i found, back in september of 2007, and that all i have.I have tried everything there is to try to make things better for my children, even down grading myself,and i’m still at ground zero. my 14 year old went from a high honor roll student, reciving awards,getting special trips,to a child who bareley can make a grade because there’s no money to get her back and forth to school and she still thinks of me as a wonderful mom. there’s no cable for the baby boy to watch the cartoon net work, and that’s all he really ever ask for, you know kids around his age want everything, and he didn’t even have a cake for his birthday—-can you just put yourself in my shoes for a minute when my baby said, it can’t be my birthday yet i don’t have no ice cream and cake. so please if anyone can donate in any way, that’s all i ask. I feel like yhe worst mom in the world, and i’m almost ready to give up but god said hang in there,so i’m trying. pray for me please,lend me a hand if you can, give it to the news,or maybe even a show but it’s cold i don’t own a coat, it was only enough money to get my baby a coat,so yes my 14 year old is cold too. Every day i wake up, i ask myself why are you such a bad mom you don’t deserve the love your children give to you, the love they show you, why don’t you just go knock yourself off—— so i am begging if anyone is out there reading this please help us, please help me to help my babies they deserve so much better. and i will ask again pray for us please i can’t live like this anymore thank you to anyone who help,pray,or respond. our time is limited,we are on free trial time on the internet

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