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i just typed this all out then my internet went crazy and deleted it!

so i’m mad. but anyway, here goes. if you don’t like long stories, don’t continue reading.

the only guy i ever loved, his name was kevin. we broke up december 2006 because he left me for another girl. i was devastated, and even though over a year has gone past, it could have been a week. i never really got over it.
about a month ago, i met an amazing guy named chris. we hit it off right away, and he was the first guy i liked since kevin. i was really excited because i finally found something to help me get over kevin.
last week, kevin called and asked if i wanted to come over to his place to hang out. i felt like i shouldn’t, but i did anyway because i was weak. one thing led to another, and i slept with him…leaving me not missing him at all because i realized there wasn’t anything that great to miss!
it would be all great if chris hadn’t of found out. we aren’t boyfriend and girlfriend officially, so i didn’t think it would be that big of a deal, and i didn’t know how much chris liked me either because he had never expressed it. i lied about it at first because i panicked, but i eventually admitted it. he hates me (pretty much) and never wants to talk to me ever again. i don’t really blame him.
kevin told people, and now 2 of my best friends don’t want to be my friend anymore.

i feel kind of hopeless. what i did was terrible, and i don’t know how i should go about trying to fix any of it. i know there are tons of people out there in worse situations, which makes me feel even worse.
i’ve had depression for a long time and when stuff like this happens it makes me 100 times more miserable than i should be.

sorry if this was all just a bunch of complaining, i just don’t know what to do. if anyone has ever been in a similar situation, let me know.
thank you for reading (:

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rebel101 offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
US | 2 years ago (4 minutes after post)

never been there but my sister has. and its not easy but shes dealing with it as well. shes lost most of her friends and well , even her ex bf but she moved on and has a new bf and well .. its going smoothly so far and well , its workin out … so just give it time . be yourself . dont change for NOONE!!!!!! its NOT worth it!!!!! just live your life but live it giving it some thought and think about what you do before you do it….if i am making since. of course we all do things we arent proud of thats when we look at what we did and realize it was wrong then move on .. without beating yourself up over it, if you need help or whatever .. shout to me. im here! ;)

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pduell25 offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
US | 2 years ago (6 minutes after post)

well you know whut being a bloke ma self i think must of us would have thought that it wouldnt matter cause its not official so we could kinda get away with it but on a blokes point of view if we were seeing an ole gal n she did that wed be like what tha duk that ent right we just a bunch a hypocrites at tha end o tha day the best thing i think u could do is tell im how you think n how you feel about him n hope he understands good luk

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Sir Urgdu offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Evanston, IL, US | 2 years ago (58 minutes after post)

Just say sorry and apologize- it’s going to be hard to change these people’s minds, but if you really work at it and explain yourself, they might accept you again.

Best of Luck

Urgdu

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