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I’m so glad i caught your message, I really understand what you’re talking about on so many levels. I’m foriegn too and although i see no difference the people around me do. i was also checked in for a short while for similar reasons.my dads an alcoholic so he used to be pretty rough.

BUT
you can and will overcome this, i have faith in you.i can tell by what you say that you have ambition and won’t let these things bring you down. don’t worry so much about love it will find you, and when it does it’ll rock your world.

You don’t have to stay with that abusive, disfunctional family. You can put yourself into foster care; and it sounds to me like you’d be better off there.

Try talking to the school counsellor. Tell it just like you told it here, and explain that you want a better future for yourself and your family.

I spent part of my childhood in foster care. And while I don’t like the system very well, and feel they take too many kids from good homes, I do admit that when kids are in bad situations it’s better to be in a more positive environment.

The cycle of abuse has to stop with you; and the only way to do that is to learn a better way to handle things.

I have a feeling your mother will be fine, in your current state her top priority is .. well you know what her priority is, even if she doesn’t know it, i really hope things work out for you, sorry to hear such things happen though,

take care.

Well first off I am sorry that you live in a bad home , have you ever spoke to somone besides us about it , somone close?? and please dont kill yourself you life is to special to have thrown away .

God loves you and will help you if you will ask

Others may have said what I am about to. Your mom is going to be okay, you need to watch out for your 11 year old sister. When he is up on his alcohol, take her outside and get her away. You should also get away. Don’t kill yourself, it sounds like you are a strong person and I don’t want to lose another one of them. They are becoming more rare because of all the abuse of people who crave comtrol or get drunk and demean them. Keep it up!