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these Thoughts just wont go away and my boyfriends making them so much worse!

!!!!!! like im so done. im so close to saying forget it and wheres the tallest building?!?!?! Forget school and the way life is so painful. i just want to leave. Then no one as to worry about me. No one has to worry why im crying or why i locked myself in my room with the knife. no one has to worry

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (1 minute after post)

do you think if you go away you will solve anything? or you will be happier?

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

i wont be so upset anymore. Crying myself to sleep everynight wont happen. The cuts wont hurt. nothing will bother me anymore. im so tired of the tears.

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

we are all tired of tears , there were nights when i fall asleep crying …. i don’t run away and i realized that if i would do many other problems i would get

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

why are you so upset?

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hockeymaniac500 offline Verified User (7 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 38 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (6 minutes after post)

Tell us what has been happening. And also, don’t do it, there is no point to killing yourself. There is no valid reason to kill yourself, Everything passes in time, tears pass, people leave, wounds heal, but your life can’t come back once you take it away.

blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (11 minutes after post)

i’ve been depressed for a while the suicide hit me like a few months ago. And the only person that used to care about me just completely walked away at the worst time. i needed him these last few weeks. I just lost a friend she was murdered. I miss her like crazy. My boyfriend. he doesnt care anymore and the only reason he’s he hasnt completely said its over is because im suicidal. so its not like he wants to be in this relationship

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

i understand its hard if you loose a person who was your friend especially when it was a so close friend!But i know she never wanted you to commit suicide ! Be sure of this! You can’t solve anything with it ! Your boyfriend probably cares about you if he doesn’t want to leave you ! Try to find a new friend you can find here too ! try to understand that you don’t solve anything with runing away from problems! You must face them and as hockeymania said woods heal and pain will go away with time just keep your faith

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hockeymaniac500 offline Verified User (7 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 38 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

What is making you depressed? And you think that your friend wanted to die? I doubt it, she wanted to live, she would of wanted you to live too. And you must have more than one person that cares, family, your boyfriend(must if he staying with you through this) relatives, techers? I’m sure alot more people care about you than you realize.

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (19 minutes after post)

thats the thing. he doesnt want to stay with me through this. He wants to leave he wants to break but because im suicidal hes not sure what to do.

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hockeymaniac500 offline Verified User (7 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 38 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

Do you know this for a fact? or is it just belief?

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (22 minutes after post)

i know this.

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (22 minutes after post)

an important thing ! If you love your boyfriend you must try to face problems if no then look after a new one ! there are so many guys in this world try to find new ones! What you like to do in general?

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

sing.Dance.Draw.

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (25 minutes after post)

thats nice i love to do those things too ! Why you don’t try to write a song about what you feel ? or why you don’t start a drawing class ? doing this things you can forget your problems really!

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (29 minutes after post)

All i’ve been doing is writing. i write everything down. but its not doin to much.. Im ready to just curl up and a corner and ball my eyes out

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (32 minutes after post)

what you feel after you write down everything? Do you feel a little a little bit better?

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (34 minutes after post)

not really. im just doing it because its like im sharing how i feel like something else knows everything i feel. and if i write it down instead of telling someone Its safer. I could tell someone and it could go everywhere

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (35 minutes after post)

yes you are right ! If you write down its safer! Do you feel you need a real friend?

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (38 minutes after post)

yeah i dont have many of those.. my boyfriend was one of them, and then theres this girl eva. But i cant run to my bf anymore and i feel so wrong dumping all this on eva.

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Spokane, WA, US | 6 months, 1 week ago (38 minutes after post)

friendlyheart: do you think if you go away you will solve anything? or you will be happier?

Does your community have an outpatient facility for those who are in crisis. IN spokane we have what is called Respite. Do you have anything like that?

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An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (40 minutes after post)

i’m here you can talk with me anytime about your problems and you can run to talk with me anytime you need !

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (41 minutes after post)

just please try to think about those things in life which you like or love ! Are there any ? If yes then would you like to loose them? Try not to think about suicide so much

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (53 minutes after post)

are you here?

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (56 minutes after post)

u can find me here , if you need me write reply to this post! hug you

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blovebetchx offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (4 hours, 32 minutes after post)

Akhale51 wrote:

friendlyheart: do you think if you go away you will solve anything? or you will be happier?
Does your community have an outpatient facility for those who are in crisis. IN spokane we have what is called Respite. Do you have anything like that?

No not that i know of.

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An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (4 hours, 33 minutes after post)

Sorry if i dont answer right away. its cause im in school.

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