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The love of my life…

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the one that got away…the one that treated so wrong and have regretted treating that way my entire life.

For 15 years I have regretted the way my first and only love and I split up. I was a stupid kid and she was amazing to me. I was a monster.

I just found her family’s blog online and I can’t stop thinking about what could have been, and what I could have done to treat her better.

I miss and love you very much, I always will Jolynn. I truly am sorry.

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Rahat Lokum offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (2 minutes after post)

That’s sad, but it’s too late.

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rayraypimp offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (23 minutes after post)

always keep ur mind open and ur heart locked up

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elmusicalshrim offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (4 hours, 39 minutes after post)

Keep qoing thats her life, this is yours. Your soul+heart has to move on or you will never see the beauty in the rest of your life. You will be in a pit of sadness and regret. You really want that to happen?

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Hope offline Verified User (2 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

It sounds like you need closure of some sort. Perhaps try to contact her, not to get back together or anything…but just to talk, see how she’s doing and stuff. Let her know that even though it happened so long ago, you still think about it, and just talk to her about it. Maybe once you do you’ll be able to fully move on past it.

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