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I feel as though I want to end my own life.

I have always been the fat kid everyone picked on but I got past that by developing a personality. But now I have been diagnosed with a brain tumor. It can be removed with surgery but the risks are pretty ******. The fact that I could get messed up from the surgery and nobody cares about a fat kid that makes them laugh has brought me to this crossroad. Life seems awesome at times until I realize that people only want me around to make them laugh. Nobody wants to date me. Nobody wants my advice. I am just a fat, drunk ******* that makes everyone else feel better about their lives and I am going to eat every pill I have at my disposal.

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Dots offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

Um, I feel like ending your life is a bad idea.

If you have a chance of living, why not try?

And who cares if people don’t like you? Don’t let people judge you on your appearance, and if they do, you’re better off without them.

(And the drinking may have an effect on your feelings right now. Just throwing that out there.)

Just because you haven’t found someone who likes you (as more than a friend) yet, doesn’t mean that you should give up hope.
There’s always someone there. Even if you don’t realize.

And being the “funny guy” is not a bad thing. The reason I started talking to my boyfriend is because he could make me laugh, and actually had a personality, unlike the majority of the guys that I’ve met.

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MoniDew offline Verified User (6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

ABSOLUTELY DO NOT TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE! Life is worth living - always. You don’t want others to judge a book by it’s cover (weight issues, etc.) don’t do that to yourself either!! You know what an amazing, awesome person you are! Anyone who does not see that is not worthy of you, period! Fight for your life! That way you AND EVERYBODY ELSE will see how valuable you truly are - and treat you accordingly!!

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

Girls love a guy who can make them laugh. Having some extra weight is something you can change. If people love you when you don’t feel that good about yourself imagine if you got through this and started feeling better. The tumor is a huge thing to deal with and given your shoes I don’t know what I would do. But you have to think of your family and friends. They love you for who you are not what your look like. At least try to fix the tumor if all else fails after then do what you want. Life is a gift don’t just throw it away. You sound like a caring individual and you will get through this. Take it one day a time.

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Joünié, 05, LB | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (35 minutes after post)

first of all if being fat is not eternal and stuff , you can always go on a diet and do some exercies and u’ll get thin in no time dont worry to much ^_^ , at least you have a solution in your hand , so take it… maybe the surgery will go all well and after or before that even you can start a diet and some exercies and all will be just perfect…

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