talk help: look i can’t give a name, or anything but i have wanted to die for atleast a year. - Help.com

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sounds like depression, please go and see your GP. they will sort you right out!!!! and you’ll be fine. may takes a month or two. but it will be fine =] if you are able, talk to people about it aswell, that always helps too =] goodluck!!!!!!!!!

A year is a long time to feel this way. Has any thing happen in your life that made you start feeling this way?

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem! So don’t even think about it! Get to a pastor or qualified therapist or counselor. Talk to good friends! A LOT of people have been experiencing what you have! I’ve gone through pure hell, myself! MOST of us have, at one time or another! Sounds like you went through a divorce, and that experience is very, very depressing. So you had one relationship that did not work out. That happens about 50 percent of the time! We all have feet of clay, my friend. But you are still a very special person to God, and to your family, and to your real friends. Losing a spouse through divorce is also a grieving process. You are probably still grieving. TALK to a pastor, if nothing else. And go easy on yourself. You’re beating yourself up, and that’s no good. But take my word for it: there IS light at the end of the tunnel. A better life awaits you . . . it is up to you to claim it!

My step sister hung herself last week and my step brother on my mom’s side put a shot gun in his mouth. Our families are torn to bits and I cry every night. My kids are broken hearted and my moms and dads are just broken. I’m sorry you feel this way, but think of the others in your life. It’s not all about you.

I don’t mean to sound cruel. I have just dealt with the loss of my sister because she was just in so much pain physically and mentally bc of the physical pain.
You are lonely though. Fix it. Find something to do, somewhere to go. There is boys and girls clubs everywhere. You could do so much good, don’t take your life away from a world that is in need of every helpful person it can get. You wouldn’t be on here if you weren’t a part of something bigger than your pain.

That is why you are here. You can say whatever you feel. Why do you hurt so bad?

Are you on any medication or seeing a doctor for depression?

even antidepressants? What about a group type thing?

It sounds like you have a good job…do you talk to or have friends at work?

I think you suffer from depression. It is a medical condition that needs to be medicated.

I am off of here for the night. I do want you to keep in touch and remember that you are meant to be here. We all serve a greater purpose and need not put our own lives at risk because we feel like we are unworthy or sad. There is a bigger picture. You have to put aside your pain and find your purpose. You have friend now. I hope to hear from you soon. Goodnight.

Rev_Kliewe, I do not believe in meds as a long-term fix, but I once got through a tough time with just a little help for a short while. I know what you have been through and I know the unrelenting pain you can suffer. You try to do right by certain people and it seems to do no good. I risked my life to serve my country and to serve God, and at home all I ever received was grief and deprecating statements. I left that situation behind with the greatest sorrow, because I could not make it work. Now I am remarried and have someone who truly loves and appreciates me. My former spouse was taking out her frustrations with her father and former spouse on me. I was also being spent into ruin. I got out just in time. It hurts when you cannot get someone to change his or her destructive ways. You are probably still suffering from a sense of failure over your divorce. A door has closed but God is opening a new door for you. Look at how Shefairy and others have trusted God and been rewarded with the love they need and deserve! You’ve got to hang in there and be receptive to the special message God has for you! You are not abandoned–Satan wants you to feel that way, and wants you to doubt. But even the hairs of your head are numbered, and you will never, ever be forsaken by God!

hey there! I hope things have gotten a little better and brighter! At least 1 day someone made you laugh!