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cuts.

i just slit my wrist trying to cover the pain in my heart
but even though the cold blood runs down my arm i’m still thinking about you and everything you mean.

god why can’t you save me.
am i to totally hopeless.
why do i even bother.

i couldn’t kill myself
i know i couldn’t but i
wouldn’t run from a gun pointed at my head

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Anonymous #
1 year, 7 months ago (12 minutes after post)

that’s emo

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Anonymous #
1 year, 7 months ago (17 minutes after post)

hard emo

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srnityblu offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Regina, SK, CA | 1 year, 7 months ago (1 hour, 13 minutes after post)

wow, I am sorry you are in so much pain.

You were somebody before you met this person, and you should try to gain some of your love you have given this person and place it back on yourself where it belongs.

You are a bright and shining star, among many… and your light outshines any other.
You have a heart worthy of keeping and saving and within it glows hope, and your soul is precious, even to God Himself.

what you are feeling perhaps may be a thorn in your side, but never wish for a bullet…

If you ever need to chat, please feel free.

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atr♥phy offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (1 hour, 33 minutes after post)

if you’re writing means that you are cutting.. i really want to say that it is not a good thing to become chained by.. I’m not going to tell you to stop doing it (if you do it) but i am going to say that I’ve been there, done it.. havn’t touched the razor for 2 months. I honestly feel so much better than when I used to. Especially when i would use the cutting for relief, stress reliever, take out my anger on myself.. my scars look terrible. I guess this is kind of me warning you in a way. I really hope you work it all out.. and if you don’t even cut, and you just wrote the poem.. or if you do cut and also wrote the poem, it’s pretty. Really it is :) despite its depressing-ness. I like it.
Hope everything is going good for you..

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1 year, 7 months ago (12 hours, 22 minutes after post)

i didn’t have a life before i met my parents.
they destroyed my life and the on

and it’s funny because i didn’t mean for it to be a poem but i guess it kinda is and that makes me feel good.

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srnityblu offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Regina, SK, CA | 1 year, 7 months ago (21 hours, 5 minutes after post)

well I am glad that you have found that writing helps you feel better. It can be quite cathartic

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