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I need help tonight.

I got suicidal cause I feel like i cant do anything. everyone i know right now is wasting thier lives, and I feel like thats what im doing too. I cant do this, and I need something to motivate me/make me want to go on.

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (1 minute after post)

hi - do you want to talk??

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kyleschwent offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (5 minutes after post)

this sounds weak and dumb i know, but i just feel stuck in life, not being able to move forward. tonight is really bad because everyone i know right now is doing nothing, and tonight i am not motivated enough to do nothing, but i cant think of anything to do that will help me. so i came here.

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Nutmeg offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 22 #
Vancouver, BC, CA | 1 year, 7 months ago (5 minutes after post)

Children. Laughter. Kittens.
Starving children who need your help. The end of world resources, which will lead to the death of 95% of all humans on Earth… people are needed to prepare. Global Warming.
What is it that you want to do?

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (8 minutes after post)

well I know what you mean by stuck in life but the truth is forward is the only option.

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kyleschwent offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (8 minutes after post)

those r good things, none of which are near me though right now. Im efed up though, my plan is to go on a study abroad program and not come back home, that way i can find myself, but tonight, everything is just so s hitty. Like a barrier, blocking me from enjoying anything right now

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (9 minutes after post)

what do you feel is causeing the barrier?? your feelings??

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kyleschwent offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (12 minutes after post)

maybe. maybe hidden expectations i set for myslef. Im not sure. im just sick of life at this point, people studying, playing computer games, that isnt how life should be lived. Not for me at least. i feel stuck where i am, surrounded by things i cannot commit myself to, looking for a way out, finding none.

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (17 minutes after post)

sounds like your looking for a purpose… how do you feel life should be lived??

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kyleschwent offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (20 minutes after post)

free. free from any obligations and other people. Doing whatever you want whenever you want. I have not been able to live life yet, but plan on doing so soon. But for now, i cant get past not doing anything

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rev_kliewe offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (26 minutes after post)

look i will be honest if you feel like die then at lest to you it is the only ansrew, but if you give up now then what does that say about your emortal soul. is your soul so young that it has not been through tough things you will make it becauses your soul is not a new born soul.

hey are you a good personn even if you do not last the rest of the night just know that your soul is not going to be put in a very good place if you kill you fisical body

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (30 minutes after post)

I understand what you mean and the dudes around you studying, playing computer games, seem so lame and your so ready for a change!!

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Whittier, CA, US | 1 year, 7 months ago (30 minutes after post)

you sound smart. go to this website, it’s all i can offer right now.

http://dharmaseed.org/talks/

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (32 minutes after post)

soucide will waste your life even more

dont do it

if you think your wasting your life then do something
join a group of activists
or something like that

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rebeccalynn16 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (35 minutes after post)

Maybe you could go take a breath of fresh air; get a way from what is bugging you; dig out all the negative feelings and stand up to them. then relax, your time to be free is coming!!!

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Dream Dancer offline Verified User (2 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (50 minutes after post)

You realize that other people arent living life to the fullest or with purpose. And you know that you dont want that. Thats good, it means that you wont settle for a mediocre life. You’ll figure out what you want and you’ll find purpose as long as you keep your eyes open, and when you do it will be great, life will be better than ever. Theres always obstacles to overcome but think about how amazing it feels to overcome the obstalces, or how good it will feel to climb to the top(no matter how slowly you climb). My advice is to start finding happiness in little things, like dandelions growing out of the sidewalk- even though they arent supposed to make it there. try to be optimistic and hopeful and everything will get better.

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rdhdjil offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (53 minutes after post)

Please understand that you are so loved. I don’t really know where I’m going right now in life either, but you can’t give up. Don’t stop searching. I don’t know if you believe in God but I do with my whole heart. The Bible says, “The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow old tired and weary and young men stmuble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” (Isaiah 40:28-31) Please don’t give up- you have something to live for!

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kyleschwent offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (4 hours, 10 minutes after post)

tonight has just been a bad night. I will have time in a few weeks. Thanx for your help guys

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-deadinthehead- offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (7 hours, 32 minutes after post)

I feel suicidal as well.

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