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I don’t want to succeed
I feel really empty. Like nothing matters. I just finished my first year of University and I’m failing a bunch of courses. It’s not like I want to purposely fail because I don’t it’s just that I don’t feel like trying to succeed. I’m feeling really apathetic right now. I feel like a ghost just walking around fading in and out. I talk with my friends but it doesn’t make me happy. I just put on a fake smile and pretend that I’m happy. I ask myself why I don’t want to succeed but I can never find the answer. I feel indifferent and complacent. When somebody tells me to do something that will help me succeed I do the opposite. I don’t even know why I’m writing this since I won’t take anyone’s advice. Nothing matters anyway. I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.
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