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Elsternwick, 07, AU

Hey im 13 right and i am not realii up front about asking for help…

i was ummmmm raped when i was 7 til the age of 12 by my brother… ive reported it and everything but imnot that sure if ive dealt with it… i ahve flash backs ALL the time and just it always effects me and it doesnt help when my bestie killed himself in 2007 or that my mum has bi polar and attempts suicide all the time…. see it explains it all on my myspace profile www.myspace.com/blake_4evaa xoxo serra

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dance4now4lif offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

it would be really hard to have dealt with it by now…it takes time.
are you talking to anyone (like a counselor/friend/parent/etc.) about the events that actually took place?

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (4 minutes after post)

well i just got expelled for telling the skool cousniler to get the *** out of my life…. yep and i quit the phyciatrist so i guess im not realii helping my slef either am I?

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (9 minutes after post)

yeah i understand with the the counselor thing…i dont feel comfortable talking to them either.
who did you go to before you reported it to the police? are your parents being supportive about the whole situation?

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (10 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
Whittier, CA, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (10 minutes after post)

serra is sxcii.. lol wrote:
well i just got expelled for telling the skool cousniler to get the *** out of my life…. yep and i quit the phyciatrist so i guess im not realii helping my slef either am I?

no, you’re not. but they may not have been either.

you should call loveline :) he deals with this kind of arrested development all the time. but you have to take his advice. lol

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (14 minutes after post)

no, you’re not. but they may not have been either.

you should call loveline :) he deals with this kind of arrested development all the time. but you have to take his advice. lol[/quote]
watty whatta i didnt understand a word u were saying and who is loveline it soudns like a cheezy love telephione line lol… xoxo

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

dance4now4lif wrote:
yeah i understand with the the counselor thing…i dont feel comfortable talking to them either.
who did you go to before you reported it to the police? are your parents being supportive about the whole situation?

well the first person i ever told was a childcare worker who was suppost to report it but didnt and then i told my best friend :) and she helped me tell someone else lol so i did and they reporeted it and yea

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (10 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
Whittier, CA, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (17 minutes after post)

loveline is a radio show on kroq from 10-12 (american time)

1-800-love-191 it’s on right now…call, you should get through.

dr. drew is a doctor who will help you IF YOU WANT IT.

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

dude i like in australia does it still work

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (10 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
Whittier, CA, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

yeah it works.

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (21 minutes after post)

haha thats funii well ummmmm is it on every day coz serioully i cbf doing it now

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dance4now4lif offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (22 minutes after post)

try talking about it openly with ur best friend…or with other close people. don’t feel like it’s a shunned subject or too negative or whatever. eventually you will get to the point of being able to deal with it openly…

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (10 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
Whittier, CA, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (24 minutes after post)

it’s on weekdays.

nevermind, you obviously don’t want to call. that’s okay, but you need to find someone you can talk to who helps people with that kind of trauma.

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Elsternwick, 07, AU | 2 months, 1 week ago (24 minutes after post)

yea as i said u shuld totally read my myspace page www.myspace.com/blake_4evaa coz it explains the way i feel and eveything likre it says when i get off drugzxs and alchohol and smoking then maybe ill be able to share my story and say i am no longer a victim im a survivor or maybe ill kill myaslef with them

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