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I feel like I am trapped in a mental prison.


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♥MAD.Hatter♥ offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

Well, take a chance do somthing you would of never done.

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

that would be great, but I have trouble leaving

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SoulRising offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

Your dangling a carot, need more info.

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♥MAD.Hatter♥ offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Well, there is one place you never can escape, except in your dreams, and it is your mind. So dream yourself out of it.

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

I have moved a lot recently and don’t feel comfortable in my own skin let alone my environment. I am having a hard time leaving my room to even get food.
This has been happening a lot lately and I’m really sick of it and I just wish I could function on my own. I know I should take better care of myself. There is so much I’d like to have done. It’s just so hard to get out of it.

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 12 #
Whittier, CA, US | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

you sound like me when i was there. can’t leave the house, anxiety, panic attacks, don’t know who you are. i find buddhist psychology explains a lot of that. it helps me at least.

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SoulRising offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

Moving is tough. Starting over is a challenge. Hang in there.

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

I’m so sick of feeling this way and being trapped by my own **** head. and I’ve been somewhat agoraphobic for a long time and with good **** reason of course but I am not always that way. I feel like there’s more than one personality in here. and I am still having a hard time controlling my emotions too. and I end up flaking out on everything I sign up for and being irresponsible and unreliable. and feeling crappy about myself. like earlier I wanted to go to a bike repair class but I couldn’t just go.
and it’s so frustrating and it makes me so angry. and I don’t know how to permanently end it. I’d like to be strong and confident but it just isn’t happening. I don’t have much of a support system. luckily i have some i guess.

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 12 #
Whittier, CA, US | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

i have agoraphobia too. buddhism helps me see the illusion that it is.

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

wow can’t say ****
i’m not patient enough either.
I know but I hate religion right now esp. patriarchical ones. not that I know anything much about buddhism.

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♥MAD.Hatter♥ offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

I can’t realy help you, but I can say again what i said earlier, Dream your slef out of your mind.

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 12 #
Whittier, CA, US | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

buddha was one of the smartest atheists.

it’s not a religion. :)

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

thanks! I’ll work on it. ;)

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (34 minutes after post)

I think maybe u need to have a long hard think what you want from life and take things in tiny steps. Push urself to go out and meet new people and there should be good results from that.

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solluna97 offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (44 minutes after post)

I don’t know if it could help, but for me, I always have an easier time with things if they’re for someone else’s benefit. If I’m trying to make positive changes for myself, I can always find a way to shirk it, and then just feel like crap for not taking care of myself so then i feel worse and on and on and on. But maybe, if you’d make plans with others? So you’d HAVE to go out? Or signing up to volunteer somewhere, so you’d know that others needed you, maybe it would be a reason to go, other than for yourself. It sounds like you don’t think much of yourself, maybe, and though you SHOULD, I know from experience that it is hard.

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JibberJabber offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (6 hours, 10 minutes after post)

People with Bi-polar will not get well without medication no matter how hard you try to over come because it is a brain disorder.

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Blue M^Dv Storm offline Verified User (5 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (17 hours, 47 minutes after post)

That can’t be true. I really don’t think pills are the only solution. besides I’d rather be crazy than numb. I’ll check out Buddhism, eat healthier, get more exercise, get on a schedule. Making plans with friends does work I know. And I should get volunteering a few places already. If I could just manage to

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idiocyinbubbles offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 12 #
Whittier, CA, US | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (21 hours, 37 minutes after post)
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JibberJabber offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

Sounds great to me.

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dmpstart offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

Thank God your not an instructor of small children, that’s all I can say after reading this!

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