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I’m worried about the future.

I’m pretty far behind with high school credits, and I will be attending a community college which isn’t supposed to cost much. However, my health is doing so great. You see I have Glaucoma, JRA, and Uwities. I go to my Rheumatologist and eye doctors ever so often, but they aren’t really helping me. They seem clueless themselves, they even admit it. My bones and joints are aching everyday, I have mentioned this to all my doctors but the obviously don’t have a cure or solution. In addition, my family isn’t doing so good financially. My father has just switched jobs, because his last one was very strenous, tedious, and simply bad. Now though, it isn’t any better its basically the same deal. My father is one of the very few I can get along with, but I rarelly see him. Maybe for about 3-4 days every 2 months, but during those days he’s still busy working on his laptop. I really don’t know where to go from here, I’m very afraid of college since I don’t like the schools here and I don’t see how college is any easier or better. You see I get stressed out, pretty easily and oftenly. I don’t have my drivers license, and my mother is bustin my chops about it. I don’t really want it, since I have no where to drive to and I don’t wanna spend my money on the high gas and issurance prices. I noticed that since the last several years I aren’t the person I used to be, which in this case is a negative thing. I don’t know what to or to even worry, but I feel as if nobody understands me. I just want to have it easy, since I already went through a lot of hardship (IMO) in my life.

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