Sometimes i wish god would just take me away with him.
The whole **** world is full to the brim with uneducated hatred, misinformed bias, malice, discontent, and did i mention the fact that EVERYONE HATES ******* EVERYONE, AND THEIR EITHER WRONG OR DONT KNOW WHY?! i cant stand it anymore. Im not saying im taking my life into my own hands here or anything, because god knows that id like to live long enough to see it all end. But i cant help but think that all this ***** going to lead me to an early grave. And when it does, i want all the world to see that i died trying to help them understand, helping them to understand that their hate and misgivings are all unjustified. When i die, i want the whole world to know, and i want them to learn.
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Well Bacon, it’s a eternal battle to fight hate, but fight all you can
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don’t you think a lot of us feel the same way? I can’t even watch the news anymore. I refuse to live being terrified to walk out my front door. God doesn’t want that. We are all in this mess together and you’re absolutely right, people need to change.
When people sell their souls and fill the space with the words and ideas of others. That’s the source of all this hate.
Still there are a lot of good people in the world and it sounds to me like you might need better friends.
losco6 wrote:
don’t you think a lot of us feel the same way? I can’t even watch the news anymore. I refuse to live being terrified to walk out my front door. God doesn’t want that. We are all in this mess together and you’re absolutely right, people need to change.
why are you terrified, or of what?
I’m not terrified, that’s what I’m saying.
the hate is killing us all.
some people don’t understand the ramifications of their actions.
We are all in the same fight with you. Don’t dispair.
no, you won’t, why would you think that?
is someone after you that hates you?
florie wrote:
don’t hate back
Truest thing ever said. People hate because they don’t understand. You shouldn’t hate those who live like that, you should feel sad for them.
we have the choice to love or hate, don’t worry about what other people do, worry about what you do. Where is your Mom/Dad?
so true, so true U_U
the world gets worse every day, it seems. we just gotta stick through it, perservere
From the time I was 17 until I was 26 I had the same feeling. I even thought I knew the year that I would die. 1999. I’m 49 now and still ticking.
That feeling of impending doom is a marker, a red flag saying “Yo, the world is in sorry shape and it’s put me off balance.”
There is a lot of bad stuff happening in the world, but there has always been a lot of bad stuff happening in the world. We hear more about it now because we have so much access to what is going on all over the world now. It’s nothing more to worry about than it ever has been. Sometimes a lot of good comes out of bad situations. If you notice that there is a lot of hate in this world imagine how many other people realize it too.
You say you feel the ‘hate’ that is consuming this world…the hate that is entering the minds of many as they spew it onto others, bringing them down, encasing them in a tomb of angst and filth…
Yeah it’s around us everyday…
Perhaps you’re more empathetic than those around you…
This bad ‘vibe’ you speak of…what is the negativity that surrounds it…what form is it in…who is it coming for…
We can’t live our lives in fear. God does not want that. You should tell your parents how you feel.
losco6 wrote:
We can’t live our lives in fear. God does not want that. You should tell your parents how you feel.
He may believe they won’t understand where he’s coming from…or there is potential for them to misinterpret his fears…
random comment…
i want o kno what happens when i close my eyes for the last time , take my last breath and my head is resting in a velvet lined castket
oh, that’s a nice thought
Maybe you need another dog. It’s hard to feel impending doom when mine are begging for me to rub their bellies or play tug-o-war.
yess i kno!! its a WONDERFUL thought i love it! he he maybe a little tooo much
Have you told your parents how you feel? They know you better than anyone else. We all are going to die one day. Noone knows when. Why worry about that? You should be really enjoying your life right now, not thinking about impending doom, which just because you are thinking about it won’t make it happen anymore than if you do think about it.
I mean if you don’t think about it.
1. As they say, “Man’s Best Friend”. A dog owner myself, I know exactly what you’re talking about…they connect with their owner on another level, caring with unconditional love.
2. Take pleasure in the things that put a smile on your face, it’s a release from the daily grind that we throw ourselves into and a release from that puts ease on the mind. Find things you can connect to easily and do with a passion…that’s what drives us the most.
3. Impending doom you say…as if ‘they’re’ coming for us…people have been saying it for years…but perhaps it’s just been progressive build of these feelings…an overall emotion that is starting to boil over.
There’s alot of unrest in the world, changes are taking place that the people have no say or control in, our fate is resting in the hands of those who are using their power irresponsibly…perhaps it’s time to make a difference…
2 of my brothers died and my Mom. I know what it’s like to lose people. If your dogs are gone one day, you will find a new source of love in your life.
Baconboy wrote:
heh. i have a cocker spaniel and a half Black lab, half collie who thinks shes still just a baby. when im with them i feel unrelenting joy, a contentness just rests in me. but then i worry, and wonder what ill do when their gone. nothing can replace something that loves you like that. no matter how many dogs you get, each one that leaves you is a giant hole in your heart that cant be filled.
That’s the price you pay for experiencing one of the few pure emotions.
where do you stand with your parents? how’s your relationshipwith them?
I agree Gilbert, I think you should talk to your parents or a brother or sister about this issue.
let your parents worry about impending doom, that’s what parents are for. You have your whole life ahead of you. Don’t let people’s foolishness take your joy for life away.
Baconboy wrote:
i think having a dog is the closest humanly thing you can get to being with god.
When you’re a parent, you’ll know that your children’s love is like that too. And as someone who has had great dogs live and die, I can say that you can find peace when one of them you love is gone. And there are always loving dogs needing homes.
good luck baconboy! You’ll be okay.
i used to feel this way once ,until i learned that making a difference started with me,i needed to be happy to make others happy around me,the world is full of hate true but i believe that love is the greater ,else we would have all perished a long time ago,just because it seems the world is driven by hate ,must we follow suit and perpetuate it,make the difference in your own world ,love is like a smile contagious ,as is hate,but what would you prefer to exhibit,love?or contaminate the ones close you with fear and loathing,no hope and suffering?”the only thing necessary for hate to dominate is good men do nothing”if you want to be remembered for love than act and believe in love nothing else,the media dosent reflect this trait in man always showing the negative,the wrongs,never the positive,the rights and good deeds of purer hearts that continuesly hold this world together amid the chaos of confusion,dont believe the hype we shall overcome if we all start to make that change in ourselves,make your peace of paradise in your home,the enviroments you breathe,and until the maker sends for our souls dont let them break your spirit to manifest the love,it is to precious a thing to lose,and to give up on hope is to be party to the madness and support the lost cause
media is controlled,its a rating thing people love to be shocked and we need to be kept in fear ,dont pay no mind to the sadistic ones, just know that for as many a bad thing there are ten fold of good:)
I worry when even NPR reports that the president expects his “economic stimulus package” to make the economy rebound nicely – as if it were true, as if it really might.
I worry when people are gung ho to join the army, and when soldiers say things like “we’re fighting for your freedom.”
I worry when people believe a stupid president.
But what else do you worry about, Baconboy?
I feel good when I stand and look at the cottonwood trees, for a long time …
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play it loud enough ,it keeps the demons at bay
create your own reality and watch it spread like wild fire
Baconboy wrote:
[quote florie]
i worry about my country, why everyone here that does something stupid, ignorant, or horrible is publicized, but when someone does something great, their lucky to be a side story on their local newspaper.
This is the world we live in…a world that encompasses evil and produces it for the masses to see and consume.
The media will only show us what it wants us to see, what it wants us to believe, and the rest will fall in the subscript that everyone looks over with such ease…
Don’t fall in line with the cattle, take a stand and find your way, you want to put down that footprint? Then start looking towards the passion that drives you, take hold of it, and make it grow…
[quote AKITHMA create your own reality and watch it spread like wild fire[/quote]
If we could all learn to do this, we would finally start to be able to take grasp of how we truly should be…not how we’ve been formed to be…
But how do you escape the claws of hate…the despair…how does one truly rise above it all and evolve?
Brayker wrote:
[quote Baconboy][quote florie]i worry about my country, why everyone here that does something stupid, ignorant, or horrible is publicized, but when someone does something great, their lucky to be a side story on their local newspaper.
I didn’t say this …
florie wrote:
Brayker wrote:I didn’t say this …
[quote Baconboy][quote florie]i worry about my country, why everyone here that does something stupid, ignorant, or horrible is publicized, but when someone does something great, their lucky to be a side story on their local newspaper.
Somehow your name got caught in Baconboys quote…as it’s stated in bold…
we don’t hear about the good things that go on, but I’m sure you know several good people that try to make a difference everyday to make this world better. You can’t swing a dead rat without hitting a volunteer anymore. Everyone knows that this world is in trouble. A lot of people are trying to do things to fight against the evil in this world. I believe that anyone with half a brain knows that at this point if we are not a part of the solution, we are part of the problem.
with love nothing more nothing less
nothing else can exist when love is the dominant force
it makes me sad that someone your age should have to worry about the condition of the world right now.
AKITHMA wrote:
with love nothing more nothing less
nothing else can exist when love is the dominant force
I agree a positive force can push out a negative one…
But the world is past the 1960’s and hate is a strong word with emotions attached to one to many nowadays…
People have to be willing to take a stand.
To prioritise ones desire, how do you find a balance between reality that exists and the reality that you are ready to create…
What path does one take to find TRUE enlightenment…the enlightenment that will bring a change from within?
Fear can be overcome, with strenght…but one needs reason to battle the fears…one needs reason to believe…
Welcome to hard times, back again like its never been
For the first time it seem to mess with my head
When I realize what it takes, can I relate
With whatever, but never will it drive me to hate
Could be the next guy that you take before I wake
Now I lay me down to sleep, eyes tight when I pray
This here is real life, circumstances make you think
Should I be counting my blessings, the next second my eyes blink
chorus:
Here in the Southtown you know that kid don’t play
Put it down it the streets, will I see another day
If I make it back this time, gots to hold what is mine
And thank God that I made it alive
One love it’s easier said than done
Can I rise above anything that gets in my way?
Like words you say, you let your tongue get loose
And when push comes to shove, I’m not used to walking away
I keep on looking up, because these times are getting tough
Tomorrow’s gone and it’s the same o’ song
Father fill my cup, give me strength to power up
A life to shine, you’re the diamond in this rough
It ain’t got to be like this
Don’t wanna throw up my fist, Don’t wanna be like this
Don’t wanna throw up my fist, I must resist
Foregiveness for we all tresspass upon another in some way
The belief of a better day
Awesome music video Akithma!
dang, that was a good reply anon! i wish you had posted as yourself so i could mark it as a favorite!
Well I did mark it, but when it shows up on your profile you won’t be so anon anymore.
Baconboy wrote:
im 15, nobody is after me, i just keep getting these bad feelings like something horrible is going to do me in
Argh, same thing happens to me. I was convinced at one point that vampires were after me, no joke. 0_o
Yes, the world sucks b>but it will never ever be perfect /b>. in the mean time, do what you can and know that you’re at least making a difference to someone rather than no one. Teach someone, surprise them by staying calm, blah blah blah. Being opinionated isn’t bad in the least, being educated if fanfuckingtastic, (please, oh lord, don’t let that be caught in the filter) so go out and spread the i>love! /i>
Holy sh!t, what happened to my bold and italics? I want my bold and italics!!!
i>magic touch? /i>
hmmm… it even stopped my unicode…
i〉… not likely either… 〈/i〉
<i>… getting closer?</i>
Baconboy,
Ever hear of Denethor? You’ve got Denethor’s disease, my friend. While sticking your head in the sand is definitely not the answer, if you concentrate too much on the negative it will deprive you of hope. And that’s a bad, bad place to be.
I can’t say “lol”!!!11!!1oneone!! Or do any capitals whatsoever!
(Well, you know, adjacent capitals.) Observe: CaPItAL
Oh, okay, I’m cool. :)
sansceriph wrote:
From the time I was 17 until I was 26 I had the same feeling. I even thought I knew the year that I would die. 1999. I’m 49 now and still ticking.That feeling of impending doom is a marker, a red flag saying “Yo, the world is in sorry shape and it’s put me off balance.”
I felt that way too during that general age range. Now I’m trying to make a difference in my home town to help everyone who wants help or change. Anon is right and many other speak the truth as I see it. I’m 28 now and as times seem ???? I try to do the best I can to make it better than it was yesterday. My mummy said something true you can only control yourself.
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so you are saying you want to die trying to do what people have been trying to do for… the begging of religion and war? face it people have been trying to do this for thousands of years. It all brews down to religion and as long as there is one guy who disagrees then there is a religion that has potential of spreading.
The best thing to do, and only thing to do at this point, is help.
The world might be full of hatred and lies, but sometimes people are just lost. And they need someone to help them find their way back on the right path.
Don’t hate others because they don’t know any better than to live their lives as they do. Just help them.
Forgive and forget.
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