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i am so angry.

i have no family and no friends and no support. i ******* hate my life,
i just got laid off again, and i have no money. i go to college, which is a waste of my
******* time. people tell me to keep on going b/c the future’s going to get better and
****, but it hasnt. i want to kill myself but i wont do that. can anyone help? probably not. i’ve posted here before but hey nobody’s ever really helped me. still hopeful though. it’s ok if you don’t though. i wouldn’t ******* blame you.

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J 7 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (3 minutes after post)

being angry means you have drive, and a fight. Things in that case can only get better if you don’t surrender

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Gerret offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (4 minutes after post)

well I dont know where to start or what to tell you. I have had some issues in the past and **** has looked pretty bad. I know this sounds like BS because people told me this before and I didn’t believe it but its true. - You can only go so far down before you hit rock bottom and there is no where to go but up from there - If you stick with it and push and fight your way through this - it will get better.

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Jenski offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (6 minutes after post)

Yeah wow you definitely got fight! What are you studying and why is it a waste of time?

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Jenski offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (8 minutes after post)

plus what age are you?

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Kalos offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (18 minutes after post)

I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. (Joh 12:24-25)

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keep.it.real.pl offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (2 hours, 15 minutes after post)

Yeah, god will help me and bible bible bible and all that ****. When god, uh, exists, I’ll take note.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 7 months ago (2 hours, 16 minutes after post)

Helpbot is ******* gay.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 7 months ago (2 hours, 17 minutes after post)

Don’t kill yourself– kill everyone AROUND you. Then you can make a ton of $ by selling your story to Oprah.

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Eric. offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
Los Angeles, CA, US | 1 year, 7 months ago (5 hours, 15 minutes after post)

Don’t kill yourself. Or I’ll kill you. ;-)

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rosalesncal offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (2 months, 1 week after post)

i don’t even know you but i love you, we are all god’s children and god only gives us what he knows we can handle, so please, god knows what you are going thru you can
handle and only makes you stronger. i will check back with you tomorrow. god bless
be positive always and god will send you many blessings. yo!!!

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nazanak offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 3 months ago (3 months, 1 week after post)

I’m in the same boat. Is the negativity I am experiencing tainting my perspective on everyone and everything in my life? Will I ever be happy? Is it even possible? Has my world view, which is the culmination of my mind’s logic, destined for pessimism? Help me!!! I am so pissed off!

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ashby103 offline Verified User (11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (8 months after post)

I am so angry with God right now and I have been for some time. I am a baptized and comfirmed Catholic but besides that, I feel that all the trust and faith I have put in God all my life and I am 56 years old, has just been a waste of my faith. I am at the lowest I have ever been in my life and this is not the first time, but my health is not good now and I am alone and I lost my job again for the 4th time this year. It seems like the harder I work and the more I try God just works against me every time. If I hear one more time that God does not put more on us then we can handle, I am going to scream. Yes, he does and he has done it to me again, but this time I am not bouncing back. I have no energy, no incentive, I am reclusing and turning into a very angry woman. I have watched my son suffer for almost 2 years now trying to find work and he sleeps on the floor of my apartment which I may lose in the next month or so if I don’t find work. I have raised two children and now have my first grandson and if God does not help us and let me take care of myself and live my life as a normal person, I will lost my faith forever. I am not going to keep believing and praying to a God that allows so much pain and suffering and despair in the world, while I see other people have more then they should and live their lavish lives, when all most of us ask for is security and to keep a roof over our heads. If I end up homeless, that will be the end for me and my faith will never be restored again. I have begged and pleaded with God too much in my life, to end up in the streets.

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angela.allen4 offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (10 months, 2 weeks after post)

Hello Ashby I wondered on this site myself, different problems but same feeling. I’m so sorry about your situation, sounds like hell. Can you talk to anyone at your church about the problems you are having, sometimes internet posts cannot provide the comfort of human contact. You must have a lot of courage to keep fighting in the face of such adversity, I have had my share and like you somehow kept going, hanging on in there when it seemed everything was against me. Some obstacles I have overcome, others I am still battling with.

Is there anything practical you can do, I live in the UK so I’m not sure how much help you can get in the USA or the country you are from but focussing on the practical has helped me in in the past.

For raising 2 children, my admiration (take care my thoughts are with you)

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