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this is what we said and this is what i sent her on myspace.

Me (9:48:07 PM): is anything wrong?
her (9:48:11 PM): idk
her (9:48:18 PM): sorta
me (9:48:28 PM): whats sorta? can u tell me
her (9:48:43 PM): i dont really want to talk about it
me (9:48:52 PM): at all or right now
her (9:48:56 PM): idk
me (9:49:23 PM): ok
her (9:49:47 PM): im sorry
her (9:49:47 PM): i am probably bumming you now
me (9:50:08 PM): yea, i was just bout to say that i hate seein u like this
her (9:50:18 PM): im sorry
me (9:50:22 PM): its alright
her (9:50:49 PM): i am just really emo lately
me (9:51:02 PM): lately as in today or liek a week or so
her (9:51:08 PM): idk
her (9:51:16 PM): i guess today and yesterday
me (9:51:40 PM): does it have to do with me
her (9:51:45 PM): yeah
me (9:52:04 PM): can u just please tell me
her (9:52:25 PM): i feel like i can never prove how much i love you
me (9:52:53 PM): you dont need to prove it, i know how much you love me
me (9:53:23 PM): you dont need to do anything to prove it. just how you make me feel, and the way you look at me, and the way you act when your with me, tells me how much you love me
her (9:53:35 PM): i know
her (9:53:48 PM): but something feels like a barrior
me (9:53:55 PM): like what
her (9:53:59 PM): idk
her (9:54:30 PM): i feel like you show your love so much better and i dont treat you like i should
her (9:54:45 PM): and i cant talk to you like i want
me(9:55:10 PM): how do you not treat me like u should?
me (9:55:18 PM): i think you do
her (9:55:40 PM): idk i just feel like i dont show that i love you enough
me (9:55:42 PM): i feel the same way sometimes. sometimes i feel like im doing too much, n sometimes i feel like im not doin enough
me (9:55:59 PM): what made you think about htis
her (9:56:17 PM): idk just things
me (9:56:27 PM): what kinda things
me (9:56:32 PM): u have to know. dont say that you dont kno
her (9:57:10 PM): i cant cuz i dont
her (9:57:10 PM): just the whole thing i still cant talk to you thing
her (9:57:10 PM): i freeze up
her (9:57:20 PM): i wanna so hard, i really do
me (9:58:12 PM): what do i do or say that makes you think i show you more love?
her (9:58:28 PM): i dont know
her (9:58:38 PM): and i am sorry for keeping saying that
her (9:58:49 PM): i just feel like i dont deserve you
me (9:59:11 PM): dont say that
her (9:59:47 PM): erik i love you so much and i dont ever want to loose you
her (10:00:11 PM): but how i am i gonna keep you if i cant even communicate with you
me (10:00:36 PM): its not just you. its me 2.
me (10:00:52 PM): we can get over this
me (10:01:03 PM): we just need to try harder. both of us
her (10:01:08 PM): how i have been trying so hard
me (10:01:20 PM): i have 2
her (10:01:31 PM): no its not you
her(10:01:36 PM): i have to go
me (10:01:40 PM): how is it not me
me (10:01:42 PM): ok
me(10:01:54 PM): but dont say that u dont deserve me
me (10:01:57 PM): i love you!
her (10:02:03 PM): i love you too

you dont need to do anything more to prove how much you love me. i already know how much you do. i know we dont have the best communication, but i wanna make it better. i know you do to. if we both keep tryin, we can. its just gunna take some time. even if you feel you cant come to me about something, you can. ill always be here for you. i want you to be able to come to me when somethings wrong. i wanna help you. i love you and i want you to know how much you mean to me. you dont know how much it hurts me to see you like this. dont ever say that you dont deserve me. because you do. your the greatest thing to have ever happened to me. you do all you need to, to show how much you love me. even if you dont think you do, i see it. the way you look at me, the way you smile after everytime i bite your lip, the way you make me feel when your with me are just some of the things that prove to me how much you love me.

i love you and i know that you love me!

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