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The Iron Weasle
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I think I need help.

I feel like hell. This is day two without any cohesive sleep. I have been unemployed(not the worst problem at the moment), single(Far from the worst), and a hermit. Every morning it feels like my bones are made of lead, and there just seems to be no point in getting up. I walk around all day with this feeling…. it feels like there’s a black hole inside my chest, crushing everything… and every time someone looks over and asks if I’m ok I respond with “yes” but deep inside… and at times as I talk to people, tears start to flow, I can’t stop them, and they just drip, drip, drip…

My roommate wants me to find help, but I have been through the grinder that the hospital system is in canada and slipped through the cracks once… I know I won’t survive another time… I need help… please…

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dazmo offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (35 minutes after post)

life is a wild ride man, ya gotta take it easy and enjoy it. its ups and its downs, its all the same in the end.
the only way i made it through my darkest times is to go outside and socialize .. . i know its hard, but the way i did it is to realize theres a lot of retarded crappy people in the world and i hate every single one of them, and one sure way to ruin their day is to go out amongst them. youre free, you can do whatever you want. soon youll find yourself again - i did. now im ok, and all i need to get by when im feeling depressed is some fruit. . . usually. swear theres something in that stuff.

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rhino99 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

it gets better, i know that sound like bs but it does. Its spring time take your cell phone turn it off put it on the bed a take a walk about, go somewhere where you neve r have been but wanted to go. Amsterdam, Alaska, get out of Cananda

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The Clue offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
Minot, ND, US | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (57 minutes after post)

You need to find work any work and get out of the house. Try a little exersize to get the blood flowing, start the day out with a V8 or any type of frute or juce. Give the body energy and the mind will follow. Hope this helps :-)

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An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (58 minutes after post)

My favorite one is banging ugly women, they are extrem,ely appreciative and it gets the blood flowing

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The Clue offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
Minot, ND, US | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (59 minutes after post)

LOL :-)

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dazmo offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (59 minutes after post)

some of them are freakin insane though. . . . (thats the good ****)

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3 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 56 minutes after post)

heres a tip, just smile. Happieness is a choice. Its something we can have and be anytime we want. we just dont believe it. smile and think happy.

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babacup offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 29 #
Indianapolis, IN, US | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (3 hours, 7 minutes after post)

What helped when you went through the hospital system before? Were you on any meds?

From what you described, you sound very depressed. If your roommate is suggesting you get help, you probably should. When the people around you are taken notice, usually it means you are already in a deep depression. At the point that the only way out is with a little help.

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