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Dead, dead, they’re all dying.

WHY? Please dont leave me alone. Im scared out of my mind. I just want to die too sometimes, maybe you meet up with them? oh god my head is not in the right place. someone help.

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An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

OK don’t worry; there are always people here. Tell us what has happened?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (7 minutes after post)

my mom died in august of breast cancer, the day before my 20th birthday. I held her hand and wathced her die. I took care of her for 3 years and she deterioted. My 2 best friends died. One was murdered. One died of unexpected heart failure. I’ve lost many relatives to cancer. My dad and I dont get along. He doesnt want me here, but he wont let me leave him. He nearly died from an insulin overdose the other day. I saved his life. He was upset. He’s going to leave me. I have no siblings. The rest of my family is on drugs, I cant speak to them. I have no one. Im scared. I dont want to deal with this anymore. I cant handle losing anyone else.

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An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (11 minutes after post)

My you have had it HARD and I’m am really sorry for what has happened. Ok, we’ll take it slowly. Just to let you know the people on this site really care. Have you got any other friends supporting you?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

I don’t know your faith. But I want you to know there is a God - he loves you and will help you if you turn to him.

Remember also that no matter what the atheist agnostics or liberal whatevers may say. We do not end with this life. But are eternal beings that can and will be reunited after this life. I know this to be true becaus of personal experience

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (13 minutes after post)

People care - we will help if we can

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An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (15 minutes after post)

Hi, i am sorry to hear about your loved ones that left you. Mourning takes a long time than we imagine. But allow yourself to do so.

I would like to know if you have spoken to a councilor or an older relative who can also go with you through these days?

Because it is important that you do not deal with this all by yourself.

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (18 minutes after post)

think of the good times you shared, the times you smiled and laughed together, its difficult now but in time it will get easier, try not to deal with it on your own, talking can help

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (33 minutes after post)

If living with your Dad is making you unhappy you can leave you know - you are old enough to get out and start afresh. It’s not that long since you lost your Mum time is the only thing that will make that part not feel so bad. Do you work or are you a student?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (2 hours, 37 minutes after post)

Dear firefly girl, in your heart, you know where to go for help. And, you know it
was offered to you by a counselor. As your are aware, that is the right place. Friday’s do offer you more comfort, when you go, So go then. They’ll tell you, what to do about your dad problem, you’ll like the option.

The counselor’s, you’ve met, offered you great advice, And will do everything to help you. you’ll be pleased.

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (21 hours, 56 minutes after post)

garynpric wrote:
I don’t know your faith. But I want you to know there is a God - he loves you and will help you if you turn to him.

Remember also that no matter what the atheist agnostics or liberal whatevers may say. We do not end with this life. But are eternal beings that can and will be reunited after this life. I know this to be true becaus of personal experience

agree. we care and God cares and listens. when you think there’s no one cares, there’s actually One.

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b0o9i offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (22 hours, 19 minutes after post)

Totally agree wif what garynpric wrote!!

well, everything happened for a reason!
maybe you dont get along with your father because maybe our real FATHER frm heaven wants you to get along with HIM!!

cheer up’

take care
God bless

God’s hands are long enough to reach your heart and your needs! And His hands are neveerr eveeerr too late!!!

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