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I hate my life, I can’t see anythin good about it.
I find myself every day writing songs to do with my own death. Everythin is goin worng, and the only thing that was keeping me at least slightly sain has gone, and there is no one i can talk to, for varius reason, I rind myself crying my way to sleep some nights. I need somethin to hold onto, some reason to stay.
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i can only say 2 things:
what IF life goes for a long time and new stuff is bound to happen
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exaimine your core wounds caused by your needs not being met, commencing in child hood, research core wounds, aboundament
well….i was in the same situation too…used to write stuff down that seem insane ….but i wud like to knw that thing which kept u sane…well dont wish death…think of this phase as of rebirth…start fresh…eventhough its hard…u can do it…thats wat i did…then everything else starts falling in its own place & learn from all of this…thats it… wud love to read those poems…cheers :)
well, as stupid as it might sound, I lost my music, all of it, my old songs i wrote, every song that reminded me of the person i love, who i’m on a break with and fear that the break will not be temporary, songs that my friends had writen and recorded, everythin, even songs i would play on guitar. I know it might not sound much, but that little thing kept me sane, told me that there are plenty more fish in the sea, but all i am thinking is, she’s the only one for me, I love her, like i’ve never loved anyone before. With her gone, me failing everythin at school, and the lose of the thing that kept me sain, all within 2 days, has driven me to the edge
Reason for doubt is reason for faith. Faith congeals over time. Life is full of paradox. You do not solve a paradox, you transcend it.
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well, as stupid as it might sound, I lost my music, all of it, my old songs i wrote, every song that reminded me of the person i love, who i’m on a break with and fear that the break will not be temporary, songs that my friends had writen and recorded, everythin, even songs i would play on guitar. I know it might not sound much, but that little thing kept me sane, told me that there are plenty more fish in the sea, but all i am thinking is, she’s the only one for me, I love her, like i’ve never loved anyone before. With her gone, me failing everythin at school, and the lose of the thing that kept me sain, all within 2 days, has driven me to the edge
well if that person felt that u guys were not right together..than thats better than ending up all messy afterwards…so u know wat to do now….start fresh…ok?
but how, how can I go on, there is nothin left for me. Love has deserted me, I hardly see my friends and even when i do, I can hardly speek to them, because its mot the right place, too many people. My Music, my songs are all gone. My future does not exist, because I’m failing everythin that would give me a future. There is nothin for me
try to find faith and hope in others songs! And when your feeling down remember that life is full of surprises and can change in each minute! You have just to wait! There were and still are nights when i fall asleep crying! But life goes on and i have the faith that even after a broke up you can go on again and again :)
look man…the best part of wat u feel is that “there’s nothing left of me”…so u need to start becoming a new “YOU” now….thats seems highly optimistic at present…but give it a try….and agree with friendly heart above
yes, i understand, live for lifes sake, don’t waste the gift god has given us, weather throgh blessing of curse
I will try to continue, but, I am all alone, my friends are paracticaly non existant to me…becuase i can’t talk to them in the places i see them, because i don’t want people to overhear what i am saying.
it’s not just about the gift God gave us it’s about you! You should realize that will surely come better period for you so you should be here and live those happy and good moments too ! As you were here when you had problems ! You can come anytime here and we will be near you always! With us you can tell anything you want:)
yes…I shall come to talk to you, the people who can always lissen.
How can I stay optemistic that my break with my GF is only temporary
just keep your faith and don’t give up so easy! It worths to live ! Trust me ! here is my favorite quote Be yourself…Never give up…Put everything you have into it_Avril Lavigne :)
you can stay optimistic because life is full of nice things ..little beauties ! How many things are in this big world you never hear about them and never saw them! We don’t know what future brings to us that’s why we should stay optimistic :)
even though u might not think theres anything good about life right now, HAVE TO believe that it will eventually get better. you HAVE TO believe that God has a plan for u that was meant to be. it doesnt matter if u believe in Him or not. ur life will get better. no matter what. it might take anytime from a day to a year. maybe more. but the thing is…u should NEVER EVER give up hope in God. he will find a way to make life better for you and everyone. please dont give up. u will be missed.
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