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So basically I just really want to cry right now.

Ugh Im a senior in highschool and I guess I got a really bad case of senioritis or whatever because It became really hard for me to show up to my first period class. Which is english 3. I guess i never went because it was the only time i ever got to spend time alone with my boyfriend. Whom I never get to see because of my wack *** dad. Hes physco he beats my mom and everyone and I never get to do anything. I wants to controll every aspect of my life and I just couldn’t take it anymore. So this year I discovered that I could come late and leave early because Im a senior so I knowing I shounld not have used this privagle to much took advantage of it. Its insane but to cut a long story short- its one week before i walk and get my diploma and i have a super F in ensligh (my first period) i feel like ****. My dad is going to kick my *** if i dont graduate. So my teacher is letting me make up all the work, but she wont be back untill monday which gives me exactly a week to make up a semester of work. I can do it but i have an uneasy feeling in my stomach that something masy go terrible wrong. THIS IS THE ONLY CLASS HOLDING ME BACK FROM GRADUATEING. this still isnt even the whole story. so dont judge me based on what you have read. I am super stressed, i eat sleep and daydream english. I have to wait untill monday to get the work but its driveing my insane waiting. I want to be able to DO something. I hate just sitting here and not helping my situation. Its sucks so bad. I want to, cry I have cryed. I have tried to tell myself that everything in the end (like in 5 years) will be ok but i cant even imagine. I have been accepted to CSU Northridge by the way so its even more complicated. I just want to die. I was always such a good student but the stress of my family issues has taken a toll on my school work. UGHHH i just wish i can go back to january and start all over. Please dont say Im overreacting because you dont have any Idea how under-reacting I am. ima just go and try not to think about it untill monday. bye.

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Miss Flo offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 6 months ago (16 minutes after post)

Remember, the first thing u have to realize is that ur responsible for the work u do… I know how having a tough home life can affect school, but the only way to get away from that is to do what U got to do! Think of it like this: u missed an entire semester of English class, ur lucky as heck that ur teacher is giving u the chance to make it up… Take each assignment step by step and try to do the best work u can, so that the teacher knows u took this seriously. Also, if ur thinking about college, let this be a lesson b/c in college, NO ONE is going to checking up on u, making sure u get ur work done, making sure ur going to class, etc… In college, it’s all on u to make sure u go to class, take notes, do projects, its ur responsibility to get ur own work done on time, and there are usually no 2nd chances… GOOD LUCK, my friend! I hope u’ll be able to graduate on time!

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1 year, 6 months ago (44 minutes after post)

Miss Flo wrote:
Remember, the first thing u have to realize is that ur responsible for the work u do… I know how having a tough home life can affect school, but the only way to get away from that is to do what U got to do! Think of it like this: u missed an entire semester of English class, ur lucky as heck that ur teacher is giving u the chance to make it up… Take each assignment step by step and try to do the best work u can, so that the teacher knows u took this seriously. Also, if ur thinking about college, let this be a lesson b/c in college, NO ONE is going to checking up on u, making sure u get ur work done, making sure ur going to class, etc… In college, it’s all on u to make sure u go to class, take notes, do projects, its ur responsibility to get ur own work done on time, and there are usually no 2nd chances… GOOD LUCK, my friend! I hope u’ll be able to graduate on time!

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 6 months ago (2 hours, 31 minutes after post)

Keep Ya Chin Up Sunshine!

You’ll Make it Through.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 6 months ago (8 hours, 26 minutes after post)

Oh god I feel your pain! I always found that once I’ve scr**ed myself into a corner, organization is my only way out. any grade is better than a zero so I say drop your standard, pound out the work and revise once its all done, that way you’ll at least have something to hand in.
Good luck, my prayers are with you!

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