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it depends on what the pills are pain pills dont work

I’m so sick of hearing that! My life isn’t that bad but the anxiety and emotional pain that won’t leave me is too **** much! I want it to stop!!

tired of hearing what

unless u through it all up it even happens when its powder

ok telling someone how to die is against TOS

and what i said was helpful *looks at the deleter*

that my life isn’t that bad. Are you sure 50 aspirins will do it. I don’t want to wake up in a hospital with massive hemorhagging. Can I take a sedative first so i sleep through the suffocation.

u will wake up thoughing up … well u can sufficate on ur own vomit

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You know what is strange, this is the most relaxed i’ve been in years!! and I think it’s because i’m letting go of the pain. If I could figure out a way to do this and live, I would! I hate my life. I got a raw deal. I’m too good a person for the garbage I experience every day!

you’re right but that’s not an option. I’ve tried and all it’s done is make me feel like damaged goods, left me thinking that everyone around me is estranged from me, and made me feel worse like my parents would let me die.

Anonymous wrote:
You know what is strange, this is the most relaxed i’ve been in years!! and I think it’s because i’m letting go of the pain. If I could figure out a way to do this and live, I would! I hate my life. I got a raw deal. I’m too good a person for the garbage I experience every day!

Why don’t you tell us specifically what’s bothering you so much? Most of us have been to the brink of suicide and turned around. I have. And there are ways to relieve the pain. The trick is to find a way that’s healthy.

oh cmon. get on with your life. do something useful to others. find your self-worth baby. life is not a problem to be solved but a blessing to be enjoyed.

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renante8 wrote:
See when you keep things bottled up it puts thoughts of suicide in you trust me I was suicidal once what has you so down anyway(specifically) Ille listen.

me too… but then i unbottled all of my anger rage and hate into a kid and i felt better…

who did u talk to?

Anonymous wrote:
you’re right but that’s not an option. I’ve tried and all it’s done is make me feel like damaged goods, left me thinking that everyone around me is estranged from me, and made me feel worse like my parents would let me die.

Let me be blunt with you.

STOP being like this. You don’t want to die. You know it. I’m suicidal too…I’m really suicidal. You know you don’t really want to die. You know how much things in life there are to explore? You have any idea? Bad ****, good **** happens. Life is an emotional rollercoaster.

Live with it. Don’t wimp out.

walk in my shoes pal. You don’t know what i’m going through so don’t judge me! I get enough of that already!

What are you going through?

I get enough of the “don’t die” bull too.

I know life is tough, you don’t know the things I’ve been through…I’ve been through some serious crap. Just don’t take the easy way out.

I never wanted to take the easy way out but I cant handle anymore. The emotions control me and I can’t take it. The shakes the insomnia, the nauseousness, the crying, the anger

don’t kill ur self, just live on and find ur true path, but if u feel that u must then do it if u feel u must

u dont have to tell us everything just the short story and we all now that there personal things that u dont have to say

Try getting shot, stabbed, cut up…try that. Try being abused mentally a physically. Try someone you LOVE hurting you. It doesn’t feel good.

Don’t DO IT, man. Just don’t. It’s just idiotic.

yeah, what the hell are you going through anyway. and we’re here not to judge but to help. but then again you should first be able to help yourself

renante8 wrote:

thesmither50 wrote:
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renante8 wrote:
See when you keep things bottled up it puts thoughts of suicide in you trust me I was suicidal once what has you so down anyway(specifically) Ille listen.

me too… but then i unbottled all of my anger rage and hate into a kid and i felt better…

Exactly except that part about taking out on akid that wasnt nice

yeah but he had it comeing… i kept on telling him to stop insulting me… i swear its the giant blood in me…

The problem is just the inability of myself to handle the emotions

Then put it in other things. Put your bottled up anger in things you enjoy doing.

This is the wimps way out. It’s selfish.

Are you seeing a counselor? Taking any medications? You can manage the roller coaster.

I have spondylitis…which isn’t that bad of a disease when measured with other stuff out there…and I know that but then why does it make me so **** miserable and take all the joy out of my life and why can’t I deal with it because believe me I try every day

You can do it. I know people who go through a hell of a lot and they are still living…happily even.

You just have to be strong.

na man im not like that. he called me fat all year… ill tell ya what violence is the answer to some problems… like war or a kid calling you fat all year

i grew up thinking that i wasn’t going to let this disease control me and always wanted to be a pilot so I spent 100k on flight school and never finished because the disease progressed and I couldn’t sit in the cockpit for that long

What is spondylitis like?

try medication bro, im not a medical expert here, all i can help is to give general advice. don’t take your life too seriously. a lot of people have been through hell and back. you’re not the only one who suffers. everybody suffers

Things happen.

That is no reason whatsoever to be suicidal. I don’t care what disease you have.

Like every joint in my body is sprained 24/7….it’s very painful and it’s collective chronic effects are turning my brain into mush, it’s created this anxiety that controls me.

I didn’t know you were the authority on suicide….

and do some activity bro, avoid being idle so you won’t feel your pain. and seek GOD :p ciao

I try to keep busy….I do all the right things but I feel exhausted…..I want to rest.

I’d be pretty mad, I do want to live I just have to somehow make this emotional pain stop.

I do feel pretty wimpy because I see people like christopher reeve and I think wow! I’d off myself in minutes, It’s amazing to me.

Nobody’s trying to be the authority of nothing.

It can stop. Find a way.

It’s real easy to say that.

Yeah, people have it mucho worse than you.

And no it’s not. You don’t know what I’VE BEEn through.

There are people who live through great pain and find a way to not only keep going, but to find hope in life. You can find it too. And the next big push in medical technology is genetics. Now that the human genome has been decoded, almost anything is possible. Some scientist think that within 50 years the human race will have successfully reverse-engineered the human brain, making it possible to upload our consciousness into a non-volatile form, i.e., virtual. Check out this site before you make the irreversible mistake of checking out.
http://www.kurzweilai.net/index.html?…
And here’s an article about the guy leading the movement.
http://www.wired.com/culture/lifestyl…

Well I didn’t ask you so save your comments, I feel bad enough!!