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I don’t know who i am.

I thought i was done with all this sadness. For a while i was happy. I didn’t cry for 2 months. I was happy, i had friends and they made me all happy and i was fine at my dads. But now i feel so dead and i just want to grow up, make money, and live in like New York and not ever go back to my dads. I dream of being strong, and standing up to people and saying my feelings and running away and actually be mad at my dad and letting him know how i feel and making him cry and feel really bad, but in real life, i can’t. i want to take my mind off of crying and having self pity or being depressed or whatever i am. I want to go do what i do in my dreams and thoughts. but i know i can’t. i know i’m not old enough to live the life i already planned for myself. so all i do is just think that this is going to pass and i’m going to get away from this. Time will make it better.

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Ell♥ offline Verified User (10 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 212 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

Use this valuble time to prepare for all your plans that you have.

You remind me very much of how i felt when i was on the change from depression to “normality”. Thats exactly how i felt. Everything was actually pretty good and i was coping, but i couldn’t get the negative out of my head.

Something would happen and i would think about all the depression etc. It would feel like it wanted to be a part of me or something.

Just don’t let it. Keep your chin up. Make some smaller “stepping stone” plans for now, leading up until your big plans.

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rstarzboxer offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Honestly, I think this is something that just about any teenager goes through. What you are feeling is normal and will pass. I went through it as a kid, now the only advice that I can really give you is to focus on school and getting a good education- it is really what will carry you in life.

The adult world comes all to fast…don’t rush it. Yes, the first couple years you are on your own are great but paying bills, working and making ends meet gets old fast.

Take your time and really try to enjoy the childhood you have left. You’ll miss it in the end.

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (26 minutes after post)

HearHear!

I love having a job and earning my own money and making my own way…but dam what i would give to be a kid again!

No worries, Bills, Problems…

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An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (15 hours, 51 minutes after post)

rstarzboxer wrote:
Honestly, I think this is something that just about any teenager goes through. What you are feeling is normal and will pass. I went through it as a kid, now the only advice that I can really give you is to focus on school and getting a good education- it is really what will carry you in life.

The adult world comes all to fast…don’t rush it. Yes, the first couple years you are on your own are great but paying bills, working and making ends meet gets old fast.

Take your time and really try to enjoy the childhood you have left. You’ll miss it in the end.

very well said! that’s it. its just a phase kid, it shall soon pass. don’t take it so seriously, its all part of growing up. rather, enjoy and savor the moment.

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