im IN LOVE with my best mates ex.
Help?
ive known her for a whole year, and after 6 months with her i couldn’t stop thinking about her. i feel in love with her 6 months ago and then about three months ago my school went on a trip to america and i thought that would be the perfect place to ask her out, or get with her. and on that trip my best mate got with her, i hadn’t told anyone how i felt.
he broke up with her 2 days ago and i thought to myself if i dont do it now i will never get another shot. so i told her, i explained that i loved her and i couldn’t stop thinking about her and i notice everything about her and all i got was “awwwww thats sweet, but nothing cant happen i love billy(my best mate). and now i feel like **** becasue i was with him and her in a park and she was alone and as i got up to go talk to her and make her feel better billy ran over and talked to her, and was telling her how much he loves her, and was just put off one day for no reason, and that he was sorry.
what i forgot to tell you was that hes a nob, he gave her a scar because he threw a log at her, and he had borken up with her before becasue she was a hour late to a park. and i cheered her up and made her feel a little better.
and i was out today with her and her best mate and she didn’t even talk to me at all, i think i put her off, when i told her how much i liked her. i cant beleive i messed it up with the one girl that ment so much to me.
yesterday when she was a little drunk she made me promise that we would never stop being friends (this was before i told her how much i loved her) and i did.
we talk EVERY night, my mum thinks shes a stalker, lol, i love talking to her, i notice everything about her.
my best mate isn’t the kind of persn you can have a convosation with, hes never serious. never. and i did tell him how i was feeling he would just say “GAY!” and **** off and tell everyone.
i never thought i would still like this girl this long after i started but i cant help it.
i want to be with her SO bad, but she dont. i cant change it i know, i would do anything, i mean anything, to change how she felt. i love her SO much.
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