Exercise Addiction
I’ve recently become so obsessed with my body and my weight. I hate myself. It started from a good place, wanting to be healthy, wanting to take care of myself. I don’t eat all day and when I do I feel so guilty. I’ve been working out running 12 miles a day averagins 1500 calories burned. I hit rock bottom today. I had fettucini alfredo, only thing I ate all day. My throat burns from forcing myself to vomit. I’ve never done that before, I felt so compelled because of the saturated fat and regular fat percentages. I hate myself for eating! I’m disappointed that I only threw up a tiny bit, my throat aches so much and for nothing!
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