Hi there.
Recently my Mother died of kidney failure, my father killed himself when I was young due to manic depression, my mum couldn’t keep on going and became an alcoholic. Since the age of 10 I have looked after her along with my younger brother and sisters. A few months ago she died. I am 20years old in my first year of university but resiting. I found the first year hard when a relationship ended and i struggled to make friends. There is a good chance I mite get thrown out this year because I’ve fell behind again but uni know my story. I have many many bad memories and find it hard to cope. Me and my siblings all now live apart, in the holidays I can stay with my grandparents but am far from friends. I smoke to much weed, im trying to quit, and I plan to move to the city in which i study. I’m basically lost, don’t know what to do, I have no friends in the city, my friends back home work a lot so if i go home i get bored, im from a small town with very few visitors. Since coming to uni i have felt so lonely, and left out as I find it hard to take part in uni fun and make friends, I have never had sex and my ex girlfriend tells me how much she enjoys it with her new boyfriend. I could curl up and die sometimes. Even tho I have family and friends I feel as if I have no one to talk to. Coud you help me?
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