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Have you tried telling the psychiatrist that the meds aren’t working?

I realize it is frustrating when things don’t seem to work but the psychiatrist will never know unless you tell him/her.

Please don’t do anything to harm yourself.

we all have ups and downs

maybe it has been down most of the time for you
, it will be fine

try not to stress it much

tell me whats been happening that makes u feel this way so i can help u.

How old are you?

i have problems too

but when I read about others I totally forget mine

try reading other posts

It’s not good when all life goes to hell, really I understand.

I’m on lovely anti depressants also, my fiance cheated on me.

I sometimes feel like dying, hell to tell you the truth I came on this thing as I was going to cut myself up, I have a lovely blade and a lovely towel ready to stop the bleeding.

I feel as if my life isn’t worth anything at the moment, but their is one thing that is saving me.

The little voice in my head that tells me to hold on, thats who I listen to. The voice tells me not to let go, the voice tells me it will get better. I will find love again, I will find a reason to live again.

But to get back in control of my life I must first survive. I think to myself that although my life is terrible now, god I hate it, it will get better.

If you need someone to talk to I’m all ears.

Okay. First of all don’t do it. Also, you should look at what depression meds your taking, some can actually MAKE you want to commit suicide. Also, just know that your aren’t the only one going through this, it’s good that your reaching out, because there othere like you who who need support. A good forum is on www.craigslist.org, look for your city, then on that page look for the discussion forum section. There is a “pysch” forum. And you should disclose everything to your psychiatrist, so they can change your meds or refer to a support group, or something!

I know where your coming from, I’ve wanted to commit suicide several times.

Please don’t harm yourself. Please look elsewhere to get better help.

Don’t kill yourself, its too final of a solution. You aren’t alone here, you know. You must have some good in you… how did you get off of the streets? Good for you!
Talk to us… what’s been happening?

Nutmeg’s right, your not alone. ive had those thoughts. and im not even 13 yet. i still want to but i think of all the good things i have in this life and it supresses these thoughts. think of the good things you have, im pretty sure theres at least one.

one thing you like doing
feeling

I saw this on a gravestone this weekend, Be Happy Living your life, because Dead is a long time…..It really made me think when I saw that. My brother committed suicide. Our lives will never be the same. He missed the birth of his first son, born almost 24 hours later to the minute… Please don’t do anything to harm yourself. There are people that care, look how many posts you’ve had already and these people don’t even know you! How lucky you are! Take that thread and pull yourself back up on your knees. It won’t be easy but I bet you can do it. Talk to your doctor about changing your medication, or alternative ways of healing. Eat better foods, read more books, take up some hobbies. Take up swimming, or hiking, or walk for at least 20 minutes each day. Ride a bike again. Learn to metal detect, there’s lots of really cool treasure out there! Learn to make stained glass and put all your pain in your projects. You have to release that pain somewhere. Otherwise it just builds up inside you. There are people that care..

dont take your life, just wait it out things’ll get better you always have rough years but you need to work through them. set yourself a goal work towards something e.g.a degree, exam or something or join a group like boxing or something which interests you and chanel your frustration into that instead!!

Trampus wrote:
It’s not good when all life goes to hell, really I understand.

I’m on lovely anti depressants also, my fiance cheated on me.

I sometimes feel like dying, hell to tell you the truth I came on this thing as I was going to cut myself up, I have a lovely blade and a lovely towel ready to stop the bleeding.

I feel as if my life isn’t worth anything at the moment, but their is one thing that is saving me.

The little voice in my head that tells me to hold on, thats who I listen to. The voice tells me not to let go, the voice tells me it will get better. I will find love again, I will find a reason to live again.

But to get back in control of my life I must first survive. I think to myself that although my life is terrible now, god I hate it, it will get better.

If you need someone to talk to I’m all ears.

well let me put it this away. there are a heck LOT of a people that are gonna treat ya like s*** there are like what, 8 BILLION people in this world. it is impossible for all 8 billion to hate on you. and there are probably millions and millions of people who are feeling the same way as you. and you can count on me as being one of your friends here=]] because i dont feel the need to hate on people. and no i am not a poser trying to cyber bash u, i just dont feel the need to put my real name here. i just dont feel safe cuz of OTHER people who are really dangerous and im just a teen. but you can call me smiley.(luuuuv to smile A LOT=D) note: please do not get confused with the famous popstar miley cyrus.lol

oh and one thing: suicide is NEVER the answer to your problems.

sdsd wrote:
well, i am stressing quite a bit right now. I have plenty of guns (many of which are loaded within a few feet of me), and I have spent most of the night trying to decide whether I should finally just go through with it. My family is telling me that my eating disorder is ruining everyone’s lives, not just my own, and they yell at me constantly telling me that they think I was bigger than this and that I would be able to do what I had to do, but after years, they think I am just a failure.

wooooooow….my parents have bashed me like this before..but you know what..sometimes it’s better to be alone because no one can hurt you and you live happy…ur not a failure.and failure doesn’t always mean ur a loser, helpless, victim. take this advice i was given:

“failure is success if we learn from it.”

and

“failure and criticism does not exist to put us down, but to better ourselves and lift us up, but criticism should not be used for bullying, it should be used for ENCOURAGEMENT”

eating disorders can of course not only affect you but others around you. seek help. go to a counselor, psychologist(i too will need to see one) they will give you advice on how to live a better life and how to have a good relationship with everyone. let me tell you a story of one of my good friends. I was 9 years old, me and Maddie (not her real name) were good friends and we got along pretty well. She was two years older than me, but that didn’t matter because she was a nice person. Well one night, we were at a party. Of course the usual happened, my friends and I had a good time. When I got back from the party, I got some terrible news that Maddie’s dad had passed away due to cerebral aneurysm. the funeral was in a week later and my dad and other loved ones had donated money to Maddie’s funeral.. then Maddie had to move to New Mexico to bury her dad there….five years later she had a child, and didn’t really live that good of her life..her mom had always criticized her on how she was stupid on getting pregnant…and then came the biggest shock of our lives..Maddie had killed herself. she shot herself and left a note to her mom saying that she wanted the baby to be adopted and she didn’t want her mom to keep her. Maddie had left EVERYTHING behind: her mom, little brother, little sister, and her only daughter. All of us were mourning for her especially her mother and family because they have dealt with two deaths. At age 9 is the last time I ever saw Maddie and the last time i will ever see her. I am 15 to this day, and I have learned that life is the greatest gift anyone could have and I have learned to value it. Suicide affects the ENTIRE family and even unexpected people that you thought would never love you. So I hope you take my advice and value your life and learn that there are more important things than suicide, and not just to you i am telling EVERYONE that reads this to value and cherish there time here on earth.