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Don’t. It’s a stupid thing to do, and you should know better. Obviously life is tough, but that doesn’t mean you should take the easy way out.

It’s not good when all life goes to hell, really I understand.

I’m on lovely anti depressants, my fiance cheated on me.

I sometimes feel like dying, hell to tell you the truth I came on this thing as I was going to cut myself up, I have a lovely blade and a lovely towel ready to stop the bleeding.

I feel as if my life isn’t worth anything at the moment, but their is one thing that is saving me.

The little voice in my head that tells me to hold on, thats who I listen to. The voice tells me not to let go, the voice tells me it will get better. I will find love again, I will find a reason to live again.

But to get back in control of my life I must first survive. I think to myself that although my life is terrible now, god I hate it, it will get better.

If you need someone to talk to I’m all ears.

I would also like to ask if you are getting professional help, if not you should seek some.

“i just feel that thare is nothing left for me and my time has come.”

Sounds like time for a nice, hot bubble bath and a nap. Don’t do anything you can’t undo.

I’m 17 and am getting professional help, my parents don’t know.

Just book an appointment with your GP and tell them everything, they will do a good job.

Sorry, english. It’s just a normal doctor who deals with little things or refers people to specialists.

And yes they can help, they really can.

Yes; you can see a counsellor without your parents. Just see your regular doctor and ask for a referral.

Think though…if your parents realize you really are hurting, they may not act in ways that makes you think they hate you.

Very rarely do parents ever “hate” their children.

Well they refer you to people who can help.

The only way you are going to get help is by seeking it unfortunately.

And hell I was scared when I looked for help.

Can you talk to another adult? A relative? A family friend? A school teacher or counsellor?

are you sure? mind me asking how old you are?

Church leaders are usually excellent counsellors, too.

you sure you can’t get an appointment?

Do you know who your doctor is? and can you easily get there?

If you can’t talk to anyone else, then call the suicide hotline at the top of your post. They can probably refer you.

And if you’re in immediate danger -like you feel like you want to do it right now- call an ambulance. They WILL help you, no matter what your parents say or think.

The ambulance will come, whether they “believe” you or not. And the emergency room doc will **** sure believe you.

I have three grown daughters. And I assure you that I would have MUCH, MUCH preferred having to pick one up from the hospital than to pick her body up from the morgue.

Yes they would, hell I would care.

I don’t even know you, imagine how people who know you would feel.

You seem like an amazing person, you sound like a caring person who is lost.

There are alot of people who can help you, I really hope you seek professional help.

It is helping me alot, I hope it can help you too.

But first you need to seek that help, think of this as your first step towards a better life?

“i really could be gone to morrow no one would notice”

I don’t believe that. Not for one minute. I’m sure you have friends and relatives that love you. But depression makes it seem like they don’t, or like it doesn’t matter if they do or not.

I don’t believe it! People will care. Why don’t you think that they will?

are you 80?

Dance w/me Cristiano wrote:
are you 80?

????

lovelyposion wrote:

Trampus wrote:
I would also like to ask if you are getting professional help, if not you should seek some.

i can’t get help my partens already hate me
i don’t whant them to think im crazy too

Which do you think would hurt them more, for you do need professional counseling and perhaps medication to control depression, or for you to die? They DO NOT hate you. No matter how you might argue, they love you. They would want you to get help.

Dragon_Lady wrote:

Dance w/me Cristiano wrote:
are you 80?

????

lol the message is that you’re too young to kill yourself

you are never old enough to take your own life =\

Dance w/me Cristiano wrote:

Dragon_Lady wrote:

Dance w/me Cristiano wrote:
are you 80?

????

lol the message is that you’re too young to kill yourself

Ah, I see. :) I hope to still be too young when I’m 80. :)

=o) lol

lovely poison you still here?

Don’t commit suicide, I’ve been down that route and I know how it is. Sometimes you get bad times in your life, hell, mine went on for 5 years. Sure I felt like committing suicide, I even attempted it twice, but I didn’t, and now years on from that, I can’t begin to explain how glad I am that I didn’t.

Your life is going to change alot, you’ll never be stuck in the same crappy situation for the rest of your life. The world out there is amazing, full of amazing people that will love you and treat you like a decent person, keep your head up and things will get better.

I hope you are okay? I’m not going to try to talk you out of it because I understand what you are feeling right now. I’m in the same boat I guess… I’ve made some horrible choices over the last 2 years and now the time to pay the price has come, and I don’t know if I’ll be able to or not?

Try to hang in there if you can… Experience has taught me that MOST things do eventually pass and get better. I’m just terrified that this time I completely cornered myself…

If you can see any other options… ANY other options (even if people would tell you that those options aren’t “healthy” or “right”), your still better off than killing yourself.

Good luck to you… I’ll be thinkin’ of you.

I’m just terrified that this time I completely cornered myself…

Doubtful. But if you want to talk about it, why don’t you start a thread? No matter how bad it seems, I’m sure there are better solutions than suicide.