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Mikey87

I hate my life

I know what you’re thinking. No I am not an emo kid. I know I am blessed with having a roof over my head (for now) and being born in a prosperous country however I am currently at the breaking point, I have been extremely apathetic and lethargic lately. I lost the girl of my dreams she cheated and left on my b-day, my job and now on the 1st July my apt. At first I was mad and emotional, now I feel numb and this has been lasting for weeks. I can’t eat much I just sleep and watch movies and read all day in my apartment alone. I am wasting my life, I need some help picking my self up, drugs don’t work, and neither does booze. I am alone and isolated, I have no friends. I lost most of them when I moved to Alberta and the rest I lost because my ex controlled me and I turned my back on some very good friends as a result. If my family wasn’t here I would be dead now, but it even feels as if they have turned against me. I feel as if everyone hates me, all the time. I don’t want to kill myself I just want to walk down Detroit at 3am and wear some gang colors. Hopefully ill get shot.

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Rico 4 #
US | 1 year, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

Sounds like the move was a bunch of bad….I would think about moving back and getting a new start.

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barfoo7 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Samething happened to me 4 years ago. I drove away a lot of my friends and isolated myself. I still haven’t seen anyone since.
But after sometime the hurting stopped. You need to give yourself time. If you can, immerse yourself in work.

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fdsjaka #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (11 minutes after post)

Start playing an MMO like WoW, FFXI, Lineage!
You know, wasting your life is only determined by your mindset.
If you want to make a change in the world, then yes you’re wasting your life.
If you’re out for happiness and love, you’re just in the downturn of what all happiness and love will at some point lead to.

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sunxfyre 7 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

No to MMOs

Get a new job

Get a new apartment

Socilize, who cares if you’re shy, just fix up your looks and personality and go for it.

And you’ll eventually meet a new girl.

Once again, NO to MMOs.

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barfoo7 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (13 minutes after post)

No! dont play MMOs!
Go out and meet people! real people! Take up a hobby! Join a club! Do something!

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sunxfyre 7 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Craigslist.com should help with the job and apt.

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thesilence 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (39 minutes after post)

Mikey87 wrote:
the problem is i am an extrovert i thrive on talking to people and meeting new people the problem is i am extremely shy and i have no confidence. wow what a great combination

aha im just like you. im very introverted and shy. but ive made a lot of friends. you just have to find something you like to do and get involved. sometimes, maybe you dont need others. ive made it without others. try to find a goal you want to accomplish, maybe you can meet new friends along the way

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Felicity 8 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (10 hours, 33 minutes after post)

Im so glad and proud of you for not turning to drugs and alcohol.that lessens the chance of falling any deeper than you are.You’ve been dealt with a lot lately,when that happens to me I see it as a test,a challenge to see how I hold up .Just reflect on what has happend,try to see what you have learned from it,them challenges and begin again.Make new friends,start where you are and put the pst behind you.

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prettyflower #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 month, 3 weeks after post)

I know how you feel mikey.. I went from having many friends to none after my move. Its been a year and I still cant find happiness!

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