lost chance
i’ve had a slightly odd year this year, concerning, well, i don’t know if i can classify them as relationships. let’s call them doomed ideas.
i had one boyfriend for about a month before i realised it just wasn’t working i.e. he never talke much, we never really ‘clicked’ as people.
i saw another guy for a couple of weeks before i realised he wasn’t right for me i.e. an immature idiot.
and now there’s another guy, he’s a year below me and he joined a society i was in. he’s really intelligent and, from what i can make out (i’ve never really got the chance to speak with him much) we’re interested int he same sort of things, the same ’scene’ if you like, though i hate stereotyping..blah blah.
and just as i decide i might like this guy, i find out he’s leaving the school next year. i’ll never see him again.
i just feel like it’s a completely wasted chance that i could have had. my mother is friends with his (they work together) and apparently he’s mentioned me a couple of times at home, calling me pretty etc.
and the weird thing is, after never having much luck with guys, them all being too different, i feel like me and him were supposed to work, we could have and maybe should have worked together.
but nope. missed chance.
-sigh-
i just wonder if i’m being ridiculous, expecting too much, and has anyone been in a situation similiar?
i’m 17 by the way. -woo-
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